[ YOU'RE SO ANNOYED SHE CAN TELL but that's basically why she trusts rodya for these things okay ]

I feel like... I'm drowning. But in a good way? But also in a bad way at the same time.

And no, I haven't told him yet. I will though, eventually. I just... don't really know if I want these feelings to go anywhere. [ deep sigh. ] For once, I wish Heathcliff were here. Can't believe he's right all along.