(It isn't Aki. He hasn't gone too far at all, especially not now when he can feel Aki slow in response to him.
It's him. He's the one who went too far and he comes to a surprising halt. He holds his breath and waits to see what Aki will do. He wonders how he'll respond. If he'll ask if something is wrong because he knows Aki won't press forward.
There's a kiss to his crown and a soothing hand on his back and he finally, finally lets out a slow and controlled breath, steadying himself once more. Wrapping his arms around his shoulders, he slouches over, sinking into him and rest his head on him. Holding on to him like he's an anchor, letting the quiet settle as the moment turns in his head.
There are things he could say right now. Explanations he could give. But they feel heavy on his tongue.
All he can do... Is gently brush his fingers against Aki's neck, thumbing the back of his neck in gentle, soothing circles. Just in case. Just in case he thinks he did something wrong. Just so he knows he wants him to stay until, like a fairy tale, it all ends and they have to return.)
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It's him. He's the one who went too far and he comes to a surprising halt. He holds his breath and waits to see what Aki will do. He wonders how he'll respond. If he'll ask if something is wrong because he knows Aki won't press forward.
There's a kiss to his crown and a soothing hand on his back and he finally, finally lets out a slow and controlled breath, steadying himself once more. Wrapping his arms around his shoulders, he slouches over, sinking into him and rest his head on him. Holding on to him like he's an anchor, letting the quiet settle as the moment turns in his head.
There are things he could say right now. Explanations he could give. But they feel heavy on his tongue.
All he can do... Is gently brush his fingers against Aki's neck, thumbing the back of his neck in gentle, soothing circles. Just in case. Just in case he thinks he did something wrong. Just so he knows he wants him to stay until, like a fairy tale, it all ends and they have to return.)