[ Wanting to be seen...something that can be painful, but beautiful, too. For how often Ryoji is chasing the affection of others, it's almost something of a proof of concept. To learn for himself what Malkuth explains to him now. It's a little different for everyone, though, isn't it? So how can he ever really know if what he feels for someone is love? Romantic or otherwise?
I don't think it should be, either. Things that bring the most joy in turn can also cause the most pain...it's impossible to know one without the other. But...even with the pain, it's better than apathy. Better than emptiness.
Even if he's still learning, he wouldn't go back to the way he was before. Devoid of emotions, devoid of a heart. ]
Do you regret it? Loving someone who wouldn't love you back.
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I don't think it should be, either. Things that bring the most joy in turn can also cause the most pain...it's impossible to know one without the other. But...even with the pain, it's better than apathy. Better than emptiness.
Even if he's still learning, he wouldn't go back to the way he was before. Devoid of emotions, devoid of a heart. ]
Do you regret it? Loving someone who wouldn't love you back.