[open/closed] i must be the only one to dance this beautiful dance

[axethrows]

WHO: Rodion & Friends
WHAT: Catchall for May + June
WHERE: Various locations
WHEN: May & June (from TDM#4 prompts to up to end of June)
WARNINGS: various warnings due to June Event; threads/top levels will be marked accordingly

[OOC Note: If you would like to have a closed thread or something else in here, please contact me and we can set something up!]

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[axethrows]

[She is so tempted to give him a black eye right now, but her thoughts are more focused on beating up herself. She should have cut him off before her feelings grew, but it's too late now. Now the heavier thoughts are kicking in while she is so vulnerable.

Maybe her desires never mattered. Because why would someone like her be deserving of affection and attention? Even happiness-

There is also another thought: Why... did LILITH pick her in the first place when there are so much better options in The City? People with power and achievements that actually made a difference meanwhile every thing she tried to do didn't make an impact. Did someone picked her as a joke? What good even is she as she's been stagnant... Trying to do something and getting nowhere meanwhile other people achieved so much, even some who recently got here.]

Why?

[It's a vague question, but a word does escape her while she is lost in her personal torment. She should accept to herself that she will never change and she will never be someone. Only a nobody. A foolish cottager. Alone in the cold.]

You don't want me to go yet you are hesistating... If that is what you want, I will leave you alone. [Until after the kaiju fight or forever... Who can truly say at this point.] I-

[She stops there as she slowly pulls herself away so she can turn around and start walking away from him.]

[yuwon]

[ in everyone's lives comes a distinct moment in which they've realized they've made a terrible mistake. in yuwon's case, it's probably now. the second she questions why, he doesn't say anything. per usual, he fills the space with a purposeful silence. while he could potentially have found the words to say, he isn't sure any explanation is actually adequate in the moment. he doesn't want to debate with her on this, especially considering the memory he just saw, and so he opts on not uttering a single word.

there's something solemn on his features as he gives a quiet, reticent sigh. it's not that he's exasperated with her, but is lamenting the fact that there's little he could do to put her mind at ease. so, he does what's best and simply just lets her leave. ]