(Don't call him an idiot when he already feels bad. From under the covers, he huffs and ever so slowly.... a flash of white peeks out. His hair is a mess and he looks worn and tired from what little he reveals. He still keeps part of his face covered under the sheets,)
I'm not hungry.
(Eating has been the last thing on his mind and the birds at the table chirp in what can only be interpreted as an affirmative.
But now that he's revealed himself and he's looking at Aki, he feels a pang in his chest and he winces. Without thinking, he moves his leg to touch him, just to tap him, and pulls back again. It's kind of dizzying how he simultaneously want to hold him but can't stand to be touched right now and he turns over in bed. Maybe if he doesn't look, he won't feel it anymore, he thinks, but he still does and he whines,)
Hold me.
(After he'd just told him not to.)
Careful... it hurts.
(Just try. Try to make it better. He's going mad.)
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I'm not hungry.
(Eating has been the last thing on his mind and the birds at the table chirp in what can only be interpreted as an affirmative.
But now that he's revealed himself and he's looking at Aki, he feels a pang in his chest and he winces. Without thinking, he moves his leg to touch him, just to tap him, and pulls back again. It's kind of dizzying how he simultaneously want to hold him but can't stand to be touched right now and he turns over in bed. Maybe if he doesn't look, he won't feel it anymore, he thinks, but he still does and he whines,)
Hold me.
(After he'd just told him not to.)
Careful... it hurts.
(Just try. Try to make it better. He's going mad.)