[ her bestie is march, who's not shy about talking up her own appearance. malkuth's not only used to the type, but likes to encourage it herself -- while feeling awkward about putting herself out there the same way, yeah. elysium will learn. ]

I used to be the first, definitely. When I was younger, my life was planned down to... pretty much the minute! So you could say I've moved somewhere a little more in the middle at this point -- I have a general plan lined out, like things I'd like to do before the day's up, but I won't fuss if things don't go my way.

[ with a sort of tone and smile that implies she used to fuss, or be stressed about it. ]have surprised me already! So how about you? Do you ride the waves as they come, or do you wait until conditions are just right?