(He can't help it. He can't help but lean into his hand, eyes closed as he just enjoys his touch on him.)

I don't.

(He doesn't want this to end. He doesn't want it to. Not another ending. He doesn't want another one.)

I want to stay.

(It's all he ever wants. He just wants to stay.)

I don't want to give him up, though.

(When he opens his eyes, they're bright and wet,)

I was supposed to stay with him. He's all alone now. This is all I have left.

(Just his love. He can't give it up.)