[It's your life. Only, it's not. As the Capital's summoner, he gave up his will to serve the citizens and put their will above his own. While he might have failed in those duties, staying here feels like running away from the fate he earned.
But at the end of the day, no matter how disciplined, well-trained, and self-sacrificing is, he's still a teenage boy. A human being. One, who for the first time ever, has gotten a glimpse of a normal life here.
Despite the hardships here, despite being homesick, he still liked it here. He was happy, because of the other Outsiders he's gotten to know. There were many here he cared about and who cared for him.
He finally looks at Wriothesley again, nodding, growing a little in conviction.]
I am. I want to stay. I just wish thinking so didn't make me feel like a coward.
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But at the end of the day, no matter how disciplined, well-trained, and self-sacrificing is, he's still a teenage boy. A human being. One, who for the first time ever, has gotten a glimpse of a normal life here.
Despite the hardships here, despite being homesick, he still liked it here. He was happy, because of the other Outsiders he's gotten to know. There were many here he cared about and who cared for him.
He finally looks at Wriothesley again, nodding, growing a little in conviction.]
I am. I want to stay. I just wish thinking so didn't make me feel like a coward.