You really hate the way you are. Powerless. Useless. Holding others back. You can't even do your job right. You're so, so strong now, but what does that matter? The loops are still going. You still haven't figured out how to break them. There's only so much you know, so much you can learn, and you can't learn anything here. Even if you did, who would you talk to? Because no one knows, no one's going to know, and you're too stupid to figure out anything yourself.
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You really hate the way you are. Powerless. Useless. Holding others back. You can't even do your job right. You're so, so strong now, but what does that matter? The loops are still going. You still haven't figured out how to break them. There's only so much you know, so much you can learn, and you can't learn anything here. Even if you did, who would you talk to? Because no one knows, no one's going to know, and you're too stupid to figure out anything yourself.
Stupid and useless and a coward and a creep and
you should probably say something, idiot.) ]
Okay.
[ Okay. ]