[ the will to change. that's what he's always admired about his seniors, all three of them. the will and ability to twist themselves into something new, something they felt fit them better.

Nanami has never managed to follow their example, stuck forever with the terribly disillusioned and irreparably shattered heart of his second year self. too afraid to let loose and go wild because he's seen what it does to sorcerers. he's not like them, not at all - or so he keeps telling himself. it's part of the reason why he's never achieved a domain expansion. ]

Things like that take time. Nobody is asking you to turn yourself inside out instantly, Geto-san.

[ at least Nanami isn't. in fact, he hasn't asked for anything, has he? ]

Take it easy. There's no use in beating yourself up or forcing it. Some days will be easy, others will be shit. Just don't run.

[ setting down his glass, he lets his gaze settle on Geto's face. ]

If you run again, I'll hunt you down and drag you back like a dog.