She realizes he's trying(?) to comfort her there, but unfortunately this just causes the tears to start running down her cheeks. Oh no no no no no no no. Not here, not now. She immediately brings her free arm to her face to wipe the tears away and hide herself. ]
I-I know that...!
[ She needs to leave. Now. She can't let people see her like that. There are so many people here who have had it just as bad - if not worse - as her. And unlike her, they don't have tens of thousand of years in experience where it comes to burying your trauma and pretending everything is fine. Not to mention... She killed Taryon while brainwashed. She was too weak and this cost him his life.
She's the last person deserving of sympathy or help amongst the kidnappees. As a goddess, she should have been able to resist. She should have saved them all from the inside before things got that bad. As far as she's concerned, she's unforgivable.
Deep breath. She only needs to stay in control of herself for one more minute. Get him to look away, then storm to whatever isolated corner she can find. ]
... Please go back to your friend's side. [...] H-He needs you.
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She realizes he's trying(?) to comfort her there, but unfortunately this just causes the tears to start running down her cheeks. Oh no no no no no no no. Not here, not now. She immediately brings her free arm to her face to wipe the tears away and hide herself. ]
I-I know that...!
[ She needs to leave. Now. She can't let people see her like that. There are so many people here who have had it just as bad - if not worse - as her. And unlike her, they don't have tens of thousand of years in experience where it comes to burying your trauma and pretending everything is fine. Not to mention... She killed Taryon while brainwashed. She was too weak and this cost him his life.
She's the last person deserving of sympathy or help amongst the kidnappees. As a goddess, she should have been able to resist. She should have saved them all from the inside before things got that bad. As far as she's concerned, she's unforgivable.
Deep breath. She only needs to stay in control of herself for one more minute. Get him to look away, then storm to whatever isolated corner she can find. ]
... Please go back to your friend's side. [...] H-He needs you.