[ it's way too hot to be this close. despite that, it is comforting and she sags just a little more and fights the thickness in her throat.
she thought she was over it. she is over it! she's not mad at yato. she doesn't want to be mad at yato or anybody.
laughing helps her hide the surge of emotion and she chuckles again at the not!threat.
she doesn't expect him to go on and she sucks in a quiet breath when he does. it is her first time. in ANY kind of romantic relationship, but she knows right from wrong. she knows to stand up for herself and for others when someone is hurt. herself, included.
... why did she avoid everybody? out of fear? out of embarrassment? yato fucked up, but everyone else was as much a target. they didn't want to be drawn. they weren't asked to be drawn. and if they were, she should confront that instead of running away. that's not her way.
but there is a point in saying it's her first time. she's learning as she goes. sometimes, forgets herself on that path. ]
Thank you. [ she sniffs, wiping at her nose, and - though it's hot as fuck - leans back against his chest. ] Yeah. I... I needed that reminder. He fixated on everyone I knew, my friends, the ones still here, that I... I felt really alone for a while. I needed my friends.
I should've just talked to someone. I know I can trust you, it's not like you're going to - it's just after - after...
[ what happened with kaga. ]
Ugh. I want to talk about it, but I shouldn't. I shouldn't talk about someone else's feelings. It's just so messy.
UWU!!! nooo i'm still on slowatus... maybe a mini one??
she thought she was over it. she is over it! she's not mad at yato. she doesn't want to be mad at yato or anybody.
laughing helps her hide the surge of emotion and she chuckles again at the not!threat.
she doesn't expect him to go on and she sucks in a quiet breath when he does. it is her first time. in ANY kind of romantic relationship, but she knows right from wrong. she knows to stand up for herself and for others when someone is hurt. herself, included.
... why did she avoid everybody? out of fear? out of embarrassment? yato fucked up, but everyone else was as much a target. they didn't want to be drawn. they weren't asked to be drawn. and if they were, she should confront that instead of running away. that's not her way.
but there is a point in saying it's her first time. she's learning as she goes. sometimes, forgets herself on that path. ]
Thank you. [ she sniffs, wiping at her nose, and - though it's hot as fuck - leans back against his chest. ] Yeah. I... I needed that reminder. He fixated on everyone I knew, my friends, the ones still here, that I... I felt really alone for a while. I needed my friends.
I should've just talked to someone. I know I can trust you, it's not like you're going to - it's just after - after...
[ what happened with kaga. ]
Ugh. I want to talk about it, but I shouldn't. I shouldn't talk about someone else's feelings. It's just so messy.