( OPEN ) feel like i'm falling down

[eyescar]

WHO: Yuji Itadori & you!
WHAT: Yuji has once again been the first guinea pig for the upgrades on offer from LILITH and is paying the price.
WHERE: Across the base
WHEN: End of the month
WARNINGS: References to brain surgery, time distortion, and other medical related things. Info about the side effects of the surgery here.

A.

[ The first moments after being released from the medical room are fine - or, Yuji thinks they're fine, at least. Megumi takes him back to his room and takes care of him, but eventually he gets a little stir-crazy and wants to go and get something to eat, and that leads him to the situation that he's in right now.

Anyone coming across Yuji in the corridor will see him walking down, but at a strangely slow pace. It's as if he's tiptoeing, and he has a face of such utter concentration on his features that it might be endearing if he wasn't also wincing, holding his arms out either side of him. It's as if he's walking along a balance beam, wobbling here and there.

It's comical, and when he realises someone is in front of him he lifts his head, slowly, as if underwater. ]

... Hi?

B.

[ Getting out of bed was probably a mistake.

Yuji had made his way to the library, a quiet place where he wouldn't have to worry too much about being bothered or poked and prodded, but everything had felt so loud. Every time he tried to sit down the pain of it was enough to have him twitching, tears prickling in his eyes, and when he lifts his hand to wipe them away it's as if someone has shoved a hot poker against his skin. It's too much, and way worse than the surgery he had last time, that for a moment he wonders if it was worth it.

(It will be, once this is over, but right now he feels as if his body is out of control).

The overstimulation leads him to crawling under one of the tables, tucking himself against it and shoving his face into his knees, looking far too much like his brother for anyone not to notice the similarities should they come across Choso hiding in the future.

He's crying off and on, but doing his best to pretend he isn't, just in case someone comes across him. ]

C.

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[seaurchin]

[ He can feel the other boy's exhaustion from the way his body seems to relax, each muscle tensing almost like he's just been given permission to accept the support and comfort. Megumi sighs and keeps walking. While the other boy was heavy, it isn't too bad, and he knows better than to complain about it when Yuji was already feeling so vulnerable. They have a moment of silence as Megumi makes his way to the other boy's dorm room in Everlight. He's been here so many times before, he would probably be able to make his way here blind.

Easing the door open, he lets himself in and heads toward the bed, lowering the other boy gently onto it. Before he says anything, he gets on his kneels and starts to take off Yuji's shoes and socks, doing whatever he can to help the other boy get comfortable. ]

[eyescar]

You don't need to do that, Megumi...

[ It feels like a little bit too much, and he feels worse and worse for it. All the things he's done, all his failures, the problems he's caused Megumi, the fact that he likes him... Closing his eyes, he looks away, too tired to even think about protesting more.

It's not fair.

None of this is fair. ]

[seaurchin]

I want to. [ With all that he's already told him, it's so much easier to be honest, and that's freeing in a way. He wants to make sure Yuji is safe and comfortable and doesn't have to worry about anything. He wants to be there for him, providing him with whatever it is he might need. On most days, Megumi's emotions come dull and numb, like he's feeling very little and caring very little. The care and attachment to this boy feels like the realest thing about him though.

The other boy is probably somewhat sweaty from going through the painful experience. ] Do you want a change of clothing?

[eyescar]

No, this is fine for now.

[ Yuji just feels tired, a little awkwardly numb, feeling his body heating up all over again. It's a little much, but at the same time it's not as painful as it was before. Maybe their healing implants are doing something to help...? He's not sure.

Flopping back, he covers his face with his hands. ]

It hurts to move.