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yuji "old man whisperer" itadori. ([personal profile] eyescar) wrote in [community profile] synflux2024-04-28 03:01 pm

( OPEN ) feel like i'm falling down

WHO: Yuji Itadori & you!
WHAT: Yuji has once again been the first guinea pig for the upgrades on offer from LILITH and is paying the price.
WHERE: Across the base
WHEN: End of the month
WARNINGS: References to brain surgery, time distortion, and other medical related things. Info about the side effects of the surgery here.

A.
[ The first moments after being released from the medical room are fine - or, Yuji thinks they're fine, at least. Megumi takes him back to his room and takes care of him, but eventually he gets a little stir-crazy and wants to go and get something to eat, and that leads him to the situation that he's in right now.

Anyone coming across Yuji in the corridor will see him walking down, but at a strangely slow pace. It's as if he's tiptoeing, and he has a face of such utter concentration on his features that it might be endearing if he wasn't also wincing, holding his arms out either side of him. It's as if he's walking along a balance beam, wobbling here and there.

It's comical, and when he realises someone is in front of him he lifts his head, slowly, as if underwater. ]


... Hi?
B.
[ Getting out of bed was probably a mistake.

Yuji had made his way to the library, a quiet place where he wouldn't have to worry too much about being bothered or poked and prodded, but everything had felt so loud. Every time he tried to sit down the pain of it was enough to have him twitching, tears prickling in his eyes, and when he lifts his hand to wipe them away it's as if someone has shoved a hot poker against his skin. It's too much, and way worse than the surgery he had last time, that for a moment he wonders if it was worth it.

(It will be, once this is over, but right now he feels as if his body is out of control).

The overstimulation leads him to crawling under one of the tables, tucking himself against it and shoving his face into his knees, looking far too much like his brother for anyone not to notice the similarities should they come across Choso hiding in the future.

He's crying off and on, but doing his best to pretend he isn't, just in case someone comes across him. ]
C.
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[personal profile] seaurchin 2024-04-29 10:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ The fact that the other boy had told him beforehand, rather than going ahead and showing up after days of being missing in action, is actually development on his part. Normally, Yuji hates burdening other people with what he's going through, preferring to suffer alone and not letting others support him. Megumi can't even fault him for this because he's the same, having recently done the healing surgery as well. (Okay, he can fault him, because the rules apparently apply to Yuji but not Megumi). He doesn't know what it is that cause the boy to have a change of heart, to consider the people who love him, but Megumi isn't going to complain. Though he worries and will never stop worrying, he also trusts the other boy's judgement. He doesn't like that the other boy is doing this, but he'll be there for him if it makes the process will be just a bit easier.

When he sees Yuji, he rushes over immediately, standing by his side and supporting his arm. It's actually rare that the other boy looks this weathered. He can take a lot of pain and brush it off. What makes this surgery different? ]


Yeah. Yeah. Of course. [ He wants to know what happened, how the other boy is feeling, but Yuji wants to head back, Megumi will assist him without question. He's got a bag in hand where he's prepared dinner and some snacks for the other boy. ] Let's go to your room. Can you walk?
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[personal profile] seaurchin 2024-04-29 12:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He doesn't know what Yuji is actually experiencing right now, but this isn't normal at all. Usually, he's able to get up and keep on fighting even after being stabbed or burned or cut. The last surgery definitely wasn't easy, but Yuji was able to bounce back from it fairly quickly also. Something's so different about this one. The other boy's gait and that unfocused look isn't normal at all. Megumi keeps him steady, holding on to his arm as they stagger toward Everlight. If this keeps up, he'll consider carrying the other boy if needed. ]

What's wrong ... You think he'll be affected too? [ He hasn't learned too much about the half-curse's abilities, but he's heard that they have some connection somehow. ]
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[personal profile] seaurchin 2024-04-30 12:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Megumi doesn't get too many opportunities to talk or interact with Choso, so he doesn't know the extent of their apparently brotherly connection (or the circumstances around that, really). Yuji seems to have a better idea about the somewhat psychic connection they have, so Megumi believes him. If Choso was forced to feel the other boy's pain in that time, he can imagine how shocking and excruciating that might be. It's just like Yuji to be concerned about that right now rather than himself. ]

We'll find Choso and make sure he's okay. [ If that is the other boy's first priority, then it's Megumi's priority as well. Walking like this is rather slow, though. Yuji usually has a very tough disposition, but this recent surgery seems to have affected him in ways that even his unique body cannot handle. ]

He's probably in your room. I'll carry you there. [ Yuji did this for him last time, so it makes sense that he returns the favour. ]

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[personal profile] the_fourteenth 2024-04-28 04:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[Once Yuji told Raidou that he was going in for another upgrade surgery, he made sure to free up his schedule. They'd both been through the healing upgrades, all too familiar with how LILITH no-anesthetic procedures work. But Yuji was tough, the toughest person Raidou's ever known. He should be okay, right?

Raidou tried to stick to staying in his room so he'd be nearby in case Yuji needed anything, tough as it was to sit here waiting alone. It was best if Yuji just rested after the procedure and he could heal him up if he needed. His room was only a few yards from his boyfiend's, and he was just a text message away. What he wasn't expecting was the sudden noise outside his door, and Yuji's pained voice. He's there opening the door in a flash - hopefully it doesn't catch Yuji too-off guard.]


Yuji--
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[personal profile] the_fourteenth 2024-04-28 05:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[Raidou immediately reaches out to him, but pulls his hand back when he sees Yuji wince. Achy all over, he's sure.]

No. I took the afternoon off. I was waiting to hear if you needed anything.

[He steps aside to let Yuji and go wherever he wants - a chair, the bed, or maybe he wants to stay on his feet and get his bearings.]

Are you... You said it hurts. Can I help?

[His voice is quiet. Yuji doesn't look great. He offers a hand, an offer of healing if he needs it.]
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[personal profile] the_fourteenth 2024-04-28 05:33 pm (UTC)(link)
... What do you mean? I answered immediately.

[This is bad. Raidou's immediately put in mind of how Raidou had found March, disoriented and lost inside the base after her recent upgrade surgery. It must be something like that.]

It's okay. I know you were--

[No chance to finish that thought when Yuji suddenly reacts to Raidou's hand as if it were boiling hot. He blinks, frozen silent for a moment. There's an instinct in him that immediately wants to call forth one of his demons, someone with a Dia spell who could help Yuji without touching him. It's a frustrating feeling, and he's unsure of what to do.]

I'm sorry, I-- maybe you need more rest before we try that. Lie down. Please.

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[personal profile] ignoreher 2024-04-30 12:47 am (UTC)(link)
[ the library is one of her weekly stops, so it's natural that she'd be here one of these days; there could almost be a ghost with the stifled crying in here today, but malkuth isn't one to believe in them. she's aware of far worse boogie monsters. so she looks. she searches.

she finds a familiar young man curled up under a table and she hesitates, then leaves a moment just to go downstairs again and return with a blanket that she throws over the table, careful not to disturb yuji as she adjusts it and sits on the other side of his new curtain. sometimes people don't want to be seen, and she doesn't know what's bothering the normally bright boy. ]


How's that?

[ it's barely above a whisper, audible but only somewhat. ]
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[personal profile] ignoreher 2024-04-30 08:42 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't do things because I have to, Yuji, just because I want to.

[ it'll be something important her learns about her, though she's happy to have helped... she grins at him, pulling her knees to her chest and resting her chin on them. ]

When I was younger, and sometimes even now, I'd be so done with everything around me that I'd just want to find someplace to curl up and be alone. [ her hand reaches out to gently touch the blanket. ] Darkness helped a lot in sort of quieting my mind, but I never really found an easy way to calm down by myself. I don't know if that's what's going on with you, but I'm glad it's helped anyway.
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[personal profile] ignoreher 2024-04-30 09:06 pm (UTC)(link)
One of the surgeries? A couple of my friends had a hard time after theirs, to the point one of them said I shouldn't look into it.

[ though she still might. there's some things that seem far too useful, and the pain wouldn't bother her. ]

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[personal profile] heir_conditioned 2024-05-04 06:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Shoto still isn't against wandering aimlessly in halls. It gives him good time to reflect on things, get confused by his reflection on some of the things, and then bother Bakugo or Midoriya about the things he's reflected on.

However, today's walk includes someone else's and while Yuji isn't walking toward him, Shoto certainly is catching up at his leisurely pace. The arms out prevent him from doing much moving aside, and if someone is drunk then they probably should be escorted home. He hadn't planned to have a day where it included any kind of community service, but he's all in all dedicated to his cause. So when he's addressed and said hi to, Shoto replies in kind: "Hello." Shoto is walking half behind him, and a little turned toward him. "Where are you going? Straight ahead?"
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I'm so sorry, I had this marked as done like an idiot.

[personal profile] heir_conditioned 2024-05-15 09:50 am (UTC)(link)
The smile he gets doesn't lead him to believe that the man isn't drunk, that's the truth of it, but he doesn't know quite where to take it. Maybe a few more questions to make sure there isn't something more wrong with the situation than there seemed to be.

This is definitely bad.

"Good thing I came along then. What if I walked with you to the lounge? I can help you get there, if you'd like to let me."
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[personal profile] heir_conditioned 2024-05-15 07:06 pm (UTC)(link)
It might work. He hopes it works.

All the same the moment it becomes apparent this man is concerned for Shoto being put out by doing this he shakes his head. "It's not a problem. I like helping people, but I think in your condition which I think we're both aware of you have one of two decisions. I can take you home, or I can take you to the lounge and you explain to me what you wanted from it." Shoto bows his frame a little bit and since Yuji is settled on the wall, it makes it easier to put one of Yuji's arms over his shoulders. It's this or carrying him. Which Shoto will resort to if it looks like he can't walk reliably.
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for the boys B)

[personal profile] rikugan 2024-05-10 06:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[ gojo typically has what one would call an unorthodox and hands off approach to teaching his students. he prefers it if they can learn from each other and, most importantly, improve upon their individual skills through their own efforts. when appropriate, he doesn't mind guiding them, but at the end of the day, he values achieving breakthroughs through hard work, perseverance and independent thinking. he trusts in them to maintain focus and grow in their strengths at their own pace.

—or, well, more accurately speaking, he had trusted them, until two of his first years decided that it would be more advantageous if they'd just skip a couple of steps and get a high risk surgery to give them extra perks. apparently, individualism and resilience are laughable in the face of advanced tech.

gojo really doesn't care what people choose to do with their bodies. he also understands why yuji and megumi made their choice, yet if they had bothered to ask him (instead of alerting him at the last minute), he would have told them that he didn't approve of it.

disregarding whatever condition his boys are in now, gojo has teleported both of them into his room and, for the first time, he regards both of them without a hint of his usual humor. leaning back against a wall, he shifts his gaze from one to the other as he slips his hands into his pants' pockets.

and then he releases a sigh. let's begin then.
]

To start off, I'm not mad. I'm not here to scold you or hold this against you because what's done is done. We can't turn back the clock. And I understand why you did it. I just expected... more from you two, but my judgment was wrong. That's a failing on my part. I should have realized that circumstances have changed and we are now in a new setting with new opportunities and those new opportunities are apparently tempting. But as tempting as they are, I thought that you would at least run it by me first. So, I'm gonna ask you a simple question to circumvent us having this conversation again: do you still consider me as your sensei?