[open/closed] i must be the only one to dance this beautiful dance

[axethrows]

WHO: Rodion & Friends
WHAT: Catchall for May + June
WHERE: Various locations
WHEN: May & June (from TDM#4 prompts to up to end of June)
WARNINGS: various warnings due to June Event; threads/top levels will be marked accordingly

[OOC Note: If you would like to have a closed thread or something else in here, please contact me and we can set something up!]

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[axethrows]

Wish I got an answer for you, Vergil.

[😔]

I asked him his feelings, but he told me to wait for him. It's agony because I don't know if it's acceptance or rejection coming my way. Trying to stay positive, but it's not easy.

[immortalpoet]

You could just put him in a headlock and threaten to strangle him until you get your answer.

[axethrows]

You have no idea how tempting that is right now.

[immortalpoet]

I could put him in a headlock and strangle him until you get your answer.

[axethrows]

Hey, hey, hey- Appreciate the offer, but you would kill him probably and if I wanted him dead, I would try to do it myself.

[A moment of silence before a mood change as she's serious on this question:]

Did you ever felt like you didn't deserve these feelings? Like you want someone, but... You know...

[immortalpoet]

Just saying.

[snaps his neck- (no)]

[The question makes him quiet for a moment.]

.......Yes. [He's removing the mask, finally, heaving a sigh.] Not the...first thing I felt I didn't deserve.

[axethrows]

Yeah... Like he's on a different level from me on everything.

[She leans back in her chair enough to throw her head back and stare at the ceiling.]

We're so different yet so alike in many ways. And yet, with how I am right now... I feel like I am rotting more on the inside over it.

[immortalpoet]

...Mm. In the same boat. Sort of.

[ughhH]

Why did he even want to wait on his decision? He doesn't know what to think? Or feel?

[axethrows]

I think it's the 'think' part. Like... These are probably new feelings for him too.

[man feelings suck sometimes.]

We both kind of suck on talking on a personal level. He really likes to be vague most of the time that I gotta push him a little bit for details.

[immortalpoet]

How did you ever get attracted to this guy? He sounds frustrating.

[says someone who is also sucking at talking at a personal level and also is vague all the time]

[axethrows]

That's Yuwon for you. [Congrats, you gain a namedrop, Verg.]

I guess it's because we are alike in some ways yet way different in everything else. He's not a bad person. Good listener. Very strong. He's good company.

[Compared to most people in the City, he really is one of the better options to hang around with u_u]

[immortalpoet]

Yuwon....wait. The man from hell? Or going to hell?

[That talk seems like a lifetime ago.]

He seems like the strong and silent type. [A beat.] I guess he's more talkative than Meursault, actually...

[axethrows]

Huh? He hasn't really talked anything about Hell with me yet. All I know about him personally is something about a tower.

[But hey Verg knows him so it saves her from explaining.]

Yeah, you can kinda see Meursault in him. Unlike our resident stoic man, he does talk more and kind of more in tune with his emotions? If that makes sense. Like you figure his quirks out and he's a bit easier to deal with when talking to him.

[immortalpoet]

That's...all you know?

[Now he really is giving her a mildly judging look, like girl...have you not talked about that....]

Mm. Easier to deal with, and yet he leaves you and says he has to deal with his own emotions over this kind of thing. I see.

[axethrows]

Does it look like we are both people who openly talk about our pasts and buried feelings with other people so openly?

[VERG PLEASE!!!]

You also can't talk!

[immortalpoet]

[LOOKING AWAY.....CAUGHT AS A HYPOCRITE......]