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𓃩 ( "you're like if the plague could yell" ) ([personal profile] redsoil) wrote in [community profile] synflux2024-09-03 12:52 pm
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[ PERMANENT ] i only have two real friends


( source )
i like perma-catch alls.......... [ outruns my own disorganization ]
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[personal profile] rikugan 2024-09-08 05:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[ although gojo has come to terms with the disappearance of both nobara and megumi, their departure home has been an unpleasant reminder of this world's impermanence for any of them and, to put it simply, it has really put a damper on his mood. it was nice to pretend like everything was fine and great for the past half year, but the chipper façade he was upholding for the sake of his students is no longer needed. after all, yuji and maki are already aware of his death.

yuji once told gojo that he could make neo tokyo his new home, but it only brought into question what is awaiting him if LILITH ever decides that his service is no longer required. she may have given him both geto and nanami back, but she could just as easily take them away.

gojo satoru, once deemed the strongest sorcerer of his world, does not like how that notion makes him feel.

sooner or later, he will bounce back — if not for his own sake, then at least for his remaining students. however, for the time being, he just isn't in a social mood. so when a certain redhead comes bounding towards him with an enthusiasm he doesn't care to meet, he simply brushes him off.
]

I don't drink. Find someone else.
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[personal profile] rikugan 2024-09-16 12:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ he's just going to tag along, hm?

well, it's probably somewhat promising that gojo hasn't told him to fuck off yet. but it doesn't mean that he's inclined to hit the town with him either. set might think he can make him feel better, but what's bothering him isn't something that a god can resolve — at least not one who's also trapped here.
]

You can't. [ not in any meaningful way. ] I don't think you have much to offer.

[ they ventured up into the mountains and fished together one time...... ]
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[personal profile] rikugan 2024-09-30 12:57 am (UTC)(link)
[ don't try to solve this puzzle, set. it'll only end in a migraine.

gojo isn't opposed to the idea of company. company is better than being left to his own thoughts (even though that's arguably what he needs right now). but as tempting as the offer is, he can't help but feel a little surprised by it — mostly because of who it is.

for someone who claims to hate all men, the god sure lacks a certain degree of awareness.
]

You can buy me boba. [ oh, well. on a better day, maybe he would have gotten into it with him. ] Otherwise, no.
fursuit: (① yectenehualoni.)

[personal profile] fursuit 2024-09-30 05:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Tezcatlipoca is dressed much the same, save for the fact that it’s not the LILITH provided sweats. It may still be joggers and a loose, sleeveless shirt, with his hair pulled up into a ponytail, but it’s still more stylish than the standard. He’s a god that loves the modern era, after all, so he’d very much enjoyed that style upgrade.

He glances back as Set enters, then chuckles as he immediately, predictably clings to him. At least Tezcatlipoca doesn’t flinch from it anymore… But, luckily, despite Set’s worries, there’s no meat in sight. He’s actually working on kneading a pale-yellow dough. ]


Well, luckily for your delicate stomach, [ you’re one to talk tezca ] the meat they get here is usually shit. Tastes weird when it’s raw. Dunno if it’s because it’s preserved or had some weird process done on it or what, but I’ve been cookin’ it so you can hide the taste… But if I’m goin’ through all that trouble, I’m makin’ tortillas too.

[ Set will probably recognize the accent on “tortillas” as well, considering how much Spanish Quetzalcoatl peppered into her speech. Tezcatlipoca is more inclined to stick to the lingua franca, but that’s part of his “heritage” too. ]

You should at least try one of ‘em when they’re done. Just corn, water, and salt, so they’re no problem.
fursuit: (① pohuani.)

[personal profile] fursuit 2024-10-10 12:29 am (UTC)(link)
[ Yeah, this position is familiar… If this were still Kenos, Tezcatlipoca would probably feel a little more uncertain about Set clinging to him like this, since there very well could be a spine snapping in his future just for the hell of it. But. He at least has reasonable confidence that Set wouldn’t be that impulsive here.

…Not 100%, but pretty high.

He keeps kneading the dough, but it’s almost done at this point, so without dislodging Set, he reaches over with one hand to turn on the stove and oil up the flattest pan he could find. ]


Oh, yeah?

[ He glances to Set with a little surprise as he admits why he doesn’t like food, but it’s followed with a mild “huh” of understanding. Well, a bit of an assumption, really, but considering Set’s attitude towards humanity, he doesn’t imagine he’d be keen to go linger among them quietly like Tezcatlipoca is. ]

—Guess that is weird if you’re not used to it, now that you mention it. I’ll keep that in mind. I find the stuff for it, I’ll make you xocolatl. You’d at least dig that, since it’s the beverage warriors would drink to fortify themselves before battle.

[ Taste-wise… He’s not sure. He loves it, but the only person he’s had try it in the modern era was Daybit, and that guy’s tastes can’t be trusted… But, anyways. ]

Yeah, they are. Kinda the iconic one, honestly. You think of our lands, it’s probably the first thing that comes to mind in the modern day. And you don’t like it, won’t hurt my feelings. Cooking’s just something practical I picked up. Not much stake in it for me.
zauneyete: (full on rant)

@KENOS KREW PART DEUX (the toxic gc returns) 1/?????

[personal profile] zauneyete 2024-11-01 12:44 am (UTC)(link)
Set.
zauneyete: (Mis-matched)

(tezca is included bc silco's too mad to care)

[personal profile] zauneyete 2024-11-01 12:45 am (UTC)(link)
Set. Where are you?
Edited 2024-11-01 00:49 (UTC)
zauneyete: (Looping back to Anger)

(these are all sent in quick succession)

[personal profile] zauneyete 2024-11-01 12:46 am (UTC)(link)
Bad news. I need to know where you're at right now.
zauneyete: (That's not right)

DONE

[personal profile] zauneyete 2024-11-01 12:49 am (UTC)(link)
[ man he's flipping out help ]

I'm going to the roof. Tell me when you're on your way. I assume you'll know soon enough if you haven't already.
zauneyete: (i took this guy's knife)

[personal profile] zauneyete 2024-11-01 01:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ He's already smoking on a cigar, puffing away at it like it's a lifeline. He may be a vampire right now, but thankfully, that doesn't seem to affect his ability to smoke.

He looks a lot less excited, and a lot more anxious.
]

What do you mean you're excited? [ A hiss of frustration, smoke curling out his mouth. ] He's already playing games.
zauneyete: (Lurch pose)

[personal profile] zauneyete 2024-11-01 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ He senses his heart as much as he can feel it, senses attuned to the rush of blood, just like when he had been a vampire before. He looks the same, too, that same slightly paler look to his skin, the way his eye just looks faintly redder than before. After getting back from their...ordeal, Silco looked rough, the injury on his thigh from Tezca's axe to the bites and bruising on his neck. He'd clearly had makeup on, but it's streaked and running over his eye, like he had ran a hand across it, smearing and smudging it.

He held Set's hand, his grip tight, agitated.
]

Yes, yes, of course you did. But he is playing them now! [ His hands move in agitation, but he does not let go ]

Playing at not knowing me. Me! Pretending to be some innocent butler! He wouldn't even admit it!

[ Sebastian haunts his nightmares, and now he doesn't have the decency to even admit it? ]
zauneyete: (I cannot be clearer)

[personal profile] zauneyete 2024-11-04 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
He already said he doesn't know who I am.

[ It's derisive, and a little biting, the way he says it, but he says it all the same. ] Rather direct.

[ He doesn't fight Set off, and perhaps it says a lot that he allows the god to fuss over his face. It's already streaked from a combination of rain and the sweaty stress from avoiding and finally encountering the demon. It cleans off easily enough, but then it's just that ugly, fetid scar exposed to the open air. His lips twitch in slight discomfort, but he doesn't say anything. ]

It can't be that straightforward, Set. He can't arrive after us and know nothing.

[ Because it just can't happen like that, then it seems so senseless. (For Him! Personally!) ]

He has to have a way to talk around it that I'm not seeing.

[ It can't be that easy! ]
zauneyete: (listen to me)

[personal profile] zauneyete 2024-11-06 09:18 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm upset that he is pretending that nothing happened!

[ If there is one thing Silco fears, actually fears, it is being inconsequential. Meaningless. The fact that there was so little impact from him, that his efforts could be simply forgotten. Every action, every sacrifice, every minute of all of this pain and betrayal; for it to mean nothing is the worst fate of all. Is that playing into Sebastian's hands? Yes. Of course it is! He knows he is! He can see it as much as he can see when Jinx is about to combust, and he still has to say something to redirect her, knowing she will likely explode at him.

He reached up, and ran his fingers through his hair, putting it all right back into place, just like always. Like he was erecting that veneer, just like he did with his scar.
]

He was already getting off with no consequences! It's the fact that now he wants to pretend it never happened.

[ Did that drive him worse? Yes, always. He doesn't say it, but he thinks Set would understand, what it is, to have something that happened to him not be believed. Vander had achieved prominence for what he did to Silco, but he had respected him — up until a point. Even now, he respected Sebastian's power, in the same way he did Set's. Something that was mighty, and sinister, his was just wrapped up in a cloak of niceties, whereas Set's and Silco's were brazen and for the world to see. Wearing their scars like armor. Maybe that's why they had always been drawn together, the same, even if the connection between them has lapsed and frayed, their souls unique and so different once again. ]

Does it not incense you? That he is... supposedly ignorant? Of everything?
zauneyete: (Frazzled)

[personal profile] zauneyete 2024-11-18 04:35 am (UTC)(link)
[ Silco is no god, no theoretical physicist, or a genius. This sort of thing sounds like it's from one of those books he read with Jinx so many years ago, when she was still so young, and clinging to anything that sounded like a semblance of normalcy. By the time Silco was in her life, she was too-scarred to sleep well, and she'd demanded constant attention.

He at least understood, perhaps because Set's explanation is simple enough, or because they have both seen times when people arrive, leave, and forget. It's not unheard of.

It's that it's Sebastian.
]

What if we're wrong?

[ He hissed. His hand moved to hold Set's, touch his wrist and then tighten against it.

He trusts Set, in his own way. He is a god, unknowable and so far and away from him, and it felt like they were further apart than ever just because they had nearly been one, at one point. He had felt the way his soul tugged in odd ways, trying to reshape itself, trying to make itself fit into a box that was far too big for what he could have ever been. Stretching like it was trying to fill it, and the cracks were getting filled in with things that were not him.

Now he felt small, and human again. Insignificant. Just like he'd said to Set.
]

How do you know? You know how crafty he is, how far he will go to deceive. The moment I believe that he is not the same, is the moment he uses something that he should not know, and —

[ He'll — ]

He'll try to kill me again. I can't let him gain an inch.
fursuit: (① huelmach.)

[personal profile] fursuit 2025-01-13 05:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It’s another typical day at the bar, no different from any other. Tezcatlipoca has his regulars, has new people that drift in to see a rather infamous dive, and they’re all given the same toothy grin. People might not know that the bartender is much more than he seems, but he still retains a certain magnetism that’s subtle. Such is the power of a god, even if they’re very much in human form.

He’s chatting casually with someone at the bar when Set loudly comes in, and at first, Tezcatlipoca’s expression falls in the way that any older brother’s would at their sibling bursting into their workplace, but. It doesn’t last when he sees the necklace and the purse. He breathes out a quiet note of a laugh, and no one can hear that it’s fond. ]


You think I can just go on break whenever? Unlike you, I’ve got a real job.

[ His words are sharp, but there’s no venom in them. He’s just teasing, especially since Set’s job is what it is… But even so, he pats the bar lightly to excuse himself from the conversation, then walks over to the end by Set. ]

What, you think this is polite company? They’ll be honored.

[ He says, but behind him, his coworker rolls their eyes and nods. It’s fine for him to take the break, especially since the bar isn’t busy at the moment. ]
fursuit: (① itech ninotlatzitzquilia.)

[personal profile] fursuit 2025-01-17 05:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It’s at least not that hard to get Tezcatlipoca to leave, at least after some token teasing and resistance. At least, that’s what it is to the two of them. For everyone else, it’s a little more tense, since that’s just the nature of their back and forth with barbed words. They’re two fickle creatures that thrive off conflict, after all

Once outside, he does at least take the opportunity to make this into a smoke break too. His usual cigarettes and lighter come out of his pocket, a cigarette is popped into his mouth, but he’s stopped in his tracks by what Set pulls out. He didn’t know what to expect from Set at all in terms of a gift, and yet, this is still far beyond what he could have guessed. ]


What…

[ He’s shocked and a little confused as he just stares at the marketable plushie version of himself. His true self. That’s what takes him aback the most, since even the classic depictions of Tezcatlipoca were more abstract. It was the art the Aztecs favored, in part, but it was also meant to be a reflection of his nature too. He is the night wind, the impalpable, so how do you depict a god like that?

…Like this. As it turns out.

He’s honestly half-listening to Set’s explanation, but he tunes back in for the last little note he makes. That’s enough for his shocked focus to shift, and he looks up to Set instead. He’s not wholly surprised that it’s what Set’s concerned about, and it’s sweet, in his way. It’s just not something that Tezcatlipoca himself is particularly concerned with. ]


I mean… Don’t really see the point in reviving interest. Is what it is. [ But even so. He does reach out to take one of the little outfits to get a better look at it. The panther kigu, naturally. ] Not sure if “cute” is really the right branding for me anyways.
fursuit: (① cualnezcatlatoliztli.)

[personal profile] fursuit 2025-01-22 06:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The sharp refusal gets Tezcatlipoca to glance up from checking out the cute little outfit, and there’s just a hint of sharpness in his eyes, but it’s reflexive. They’re both demanding gods (albeit in somewhat different ways), so being told to shut up brushes up against divine pride, especially as a god that could also be considered a sovereign.

It’s fine from Set, though, and he relaxes with a humorless breath of a laugh at the elaboration. Yeah, of course that’s what bothers him. Is that being “young” in god terms? He’s not sure, but it also doesn’t matter, since his smile warms marginally as his words are repeated back to him. ]


Ha. That’s pretty sentimental from my favorite war god. Just don’t tell my little sister Tenochtitlan if she shows up. I’m letting her borrow the domain of war, so she’d get jealous if she knew that she wasn’t the favorite.

[ He’s very obviously teasing, since it’s not like he’s any better… Arguably, having such difficult domains is probably meant to have some sentimentality with them. Who could know the sting of loss better? With a warmer smile, he flicks at the ears, then passes it back as he takes a puff of his cigarette. He’s at least quietly considerate enough to not get them smoky. ]

You’ve got my blessing to make ‘em. Hell, I’ve been trying to take over that toy company that started usin’ my likeness after the Imugi, so pitching it to them is one step closer to that.

[ That’s the practical. For the emotional… ]

Glad you liked the letter. The gifts were just cute things, but figured that was the real gift.