I know. [On knowing that it's tough. On knowing that she went through a lot and she will keep going through it a lot. She bears the weight of her sins and the cruelties of life on her heart as her punishment and yet she keeps moving on as she drags her feet. Because the world will still keep moving even if she freezes in place and she doesn't want to freeze. Not yet.
"You don't have to go through all of it alone." ... Why does that sentence sting her heart so much? Why would anyone want to deal with her personal baggage? Everyone else got their own problems, she doesn't need to add hers on top of them even if they are willing.
She puts her hand into the one that is held out for her, slowly and hesitantly but she is still taking that step to reach out and grab that hand. Because she feels no cruel intent from Wriothesley (or he's a master on hiding it, but that seems impossible due to how much time they shared together and she got a feel on his character) and she enjoys his presence.]
Old habits are hard to break- [She pulls herself back to her feet before letting go of that hand to rub her face to get rid of the lingering numbness that was left from her skin being frozen.] And... Geez, do I really have to get into this now?
[She really doesn't like to talk about this, especially when there are other dangers around them right now.]
Sorry about that. You okay? [She has to ask okay.]
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"You don't have to go through all of it alone." ... Why does that sentence sting her heart so much? Why would anyone want to deal with her personal baggage? Everyone else got their own problems, she doesn't need to add hers on top of them even if they are willing.
She puts her hand into the one that is held out for her, slowly and hesitantly but she is still taking that step to reach out and grab that hand. Because she feels no cruel intent from Wriothesley (or he's a master on hiding it, but that seems impossible due to how much time they shared together and she got a feel on his character) and she enjoys his presence.]
Old habits are hard to break- [She pulls herself back to her feet before letting go of that hand to rub her face to get rid of the lingering numbness that was left from her skin being frozen.] And... Geez, do I really have to get into this now?
[She really doesn't like to talk about this, especially when there are other dangers around them right now.]
Sorry about that. You okay? [She has to ask okay.]