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( CLOSED ) i was grinning like i'm winning

WHO: Yuji Itadori & Raidou Kuzunoha
WHAT: Sleepover
WHERE: Raidou's room
WHEN: After the Events of the text mingle
WARNINGS: Vague discussion of NSFW content (thanks, Choso) and boys kissing.

[ Yuji can't say he's having a bad day, exactly, but he also can't say it's been good, given the discoveries.

The things that Choso wants to do, has done, enjoys, revealed to him just like that. Yuji had never experienced how it felt to be utterly embarrassed by a sibling before, but the experience isn't one that he really wants to repeat. For all that Choso might be happy and enjoying himself, Yuji thinks he might have been happier if he remained blind to it all. He can't fault Choso for finding something he likes, but it's mortifying, and also with Toji-san of all people...

It's a morose Yuji that's dragging himself to Raidou's room, a little bag in hand - some snacks, dinner in some bento boxes, his notebook and polaroids to organise while his boyfriend studies, all that kind of stuff. He's trying not to get flustered over it all, since they've never done this before, but he does... Want to. Waking up next to Raidou...

Shaking his head, he knocks, then peers his head inside. ]

Yo, Johei! I made it!

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[Raidou certainly doesn't mind, having plenty of scars from his own lifetime of battles, old and new. He's happy to get unfettered access to those muscles he likes so much now, though, getting hands on his chest immediately in order to push Yuji back into the chair again.

Though, he's starting to wonder if maybe they should move. These chairs aren't the most comfortable like this, though Raidou's barely had a chance to consider it, really. As much he hates to, he breaks the kiss for a moment. He doesn't say anything, catching his breath and licking his lips, his eyes only darting over to the bed for a long moment before looking back to Yuji. Should they...?]

[ Yuji takes his own slow, deep breaths, shifting his weight a little to keep Raidou close as he notes the change in his gaze. Turning to follow the look, wondering what’s distracting his boyfriend, he frowns before he realises. Oh, the bed is right there, and what they’re doing - making out - will probably feel better over there. He doesn’t have the experience to back that idea up, but it seems right, doesn’t it?

Thinking about how Raidou likes his strength… He grins.

Without much more hesitation, he stands, lifting Raidou with him and using the grip of his hands to carry him over to the bed - it’s not as if he weighs anything close to how much a car does. After that, it’s easy to settle down on the bed and shift back, to draw Raidou back against his body. One hand strokes up and over his back, the other stays on his waist. ]

… Where were we?

[One overenthusiastic move and the two probably would have toppled right over. Getting picked up like that makes him blink in surprised, an entertained little noise coming out of him. He's grinning brightly as they sink into the new spot, a happy sigh coming from Raidou as he settles against Yuji. A hand idly runs through his hair as Raidou nuzzles a nose against his neck.]

I do believe I was in the middle of admiring my very strong and handsome boyfriend.

[He'll punctuate this with a few kisses along his neck. How wonderful was this, how comfortable to have Yuji holding him so close.]

[ Yuji's own harms rest around Raidou again, stroking down along his back and holding him in place happily. He's content, now: to be held, to be kissed, nuzzled, anything that the other boy might want. Is this what Gojo-sensei had meant about youth and all the nonsense? It feels nice, to be able to explore a little, to sink into his own little bubble of happiness after so much pain and grief.

Especially when he's getting complimented, laughing a little, shy, tilting his head to one side. ]

Well, if you're the one saying it then I have to believe it...

Mm-hmm. I'm right. You do have to believe it.

[Giving compliments was almost as hard as receiving them for Raidou, but it was much easier with Yuji. He shifts up so he can look at Yuji with a playful grin.]

I'm becoming something of an expert in the subject.

You have a lot of handsome boyfriends…?

[ He’s joking, definitely joking, laughing as he leans up for another kiss, slow and as deep as he dares to make it, still shy and learning. He’s enjoying the process, though, a quick study of what Raidou seems to like best.

Taking one of Raidou’s hands, he places it back on his chest gently. Go ahead. ]

[Those long, slow kisses rank highly in those things he likes best so far. A low noise slips from him when that hand is brought to Yuji's chest, more than ready to get back to that. Raidou's fingers slip over his chest, lightly tracing lines and scars in exploratory circles, before venturing a little lower to do the same over his abs. Touch as eager and playful as the grin he'd given Yuji moments earlier.

Is it fair that he's the only one who gets to have this kind of fun? Much like how Yuji lead his own hand, Raidou takes his, placing it at the hem of his own shirt. His hands tightens around Yuji's encouragingly; it's your turn now. Go for it.]

[ The sound Raidou makes has Yuji flushed, wanting more, reaching for him immediately. It’s easy to let his fingers slink up under the soft weight of his shirt, to let them explore gently over warm skin. They’ve seen each other shirtless before, in the hot spring, but this is different, more exciting.

There’s intent behind this one. To touch and explore each other, and share that new experience with each other. It’s so good.

He lets one palm press flat against Raidou’s chest as he steals more soft kisses, and only then does he lean in to tug gently, to see if he’s happy to take it off. If so, he’ll drag it away and then lean up to press more kisses - but this time a touch more daring, on the space of Raidou’s neck and collarbone. ]

[Yuji can hear a pleased exhalation in his ear when he does that, Raidou's breath quickening. If Yuji wanted more of this, then Raidou was willing to give it.]

Yuji...

[Fingers splayed on the other boy's back, he pulls him down, Raidou's back against the bed now in order to give Yuji more space to touch and kiss as much as he wanted. Light and careful touches giving way to more deliberate ones. He wondered Yuji could feel how fast his heart was beating like this, how flushed he was as well. The hand on his back keep him close, other moving to the back of his head, only encouraging him further.]

[ This more - the touching, gentle kissing, soft exploration with careful hands - is good, more than enough for a Yuji who doesn't want to push too far, just enough to bask in the pleasure of it. He wants this to feel nice, to feel that level of magical that comes when you read about it happening in fiction, and not to do something that could end up being wrong.

He wants to be good enough.

Raidou shifts and draws him closer, and Yuji takes that permission and acceptance and rolls with it. Fingers brush gently over his waist, stroking up towards the expanse of his chest, exploring carefully - as his mouth does the same. A kiss here, and then when he's just below where he knows the collar of a simple shirt would be, out of sight, he lets his teeth scrape, mouth pressing another kiss there, testing the waters before he dares to lean in and suck a little mark there, just for the pleasure of it. ]

[It's not too much, it's just enough; it's perfect to Raidou who's lost in this feeling for the moment. Whatever Yuji is doing he's doing it well, and when those teeth and lips leave their mark on him, he makes a noise somewhere between a quiet gasp and amusement. It's a feeling he can't place, but it's a giddy reaction, definitely not one he's used to at all.

He covers his mouth with the back of his hand immediately, a shy move, as if he was surprised by it as well. He's grinning underneath it, though, and he decided to retaliate by surprising Yuji with a quick, soft pinch with his other hand at Yuji's waist.]

[ Raidou is so... Endearing, and Yuji is overwhelmed by it, wanting to keep hearing those soft noises, see more of that soft, amused smile - breaking down that polite outer shell and seeing more of the person behind it. He knows he's lucky, getting to see it, and the idea of being able to have more, jealously coveting it for himself...

His mouth continues, trailing along, leaving more soft kisses like a necklace against Raidou's skin, his fingers brushing absently beats against his skin. It feels nice, so good, and his body is flaring with delight, his cheeks flushed a hot, warm pink.

The pinch makes him lean back, though, and he pouts a little. ]

Johei!

[He's still grinning underneath his hand, and it only gets wider when he sees that pout. That's just too cute.]

Retaliation.

[That hand then moves to take him by the side of the face, thumb running along Yuji's jaw. The impish grin on his face melts into a fond smile, and he bites his lip as he gathers up the courage for what he wants to say next.]

That... feels really great, though. You can keep going. If you want.

[His head cocks slightly.]

I'll be good. Promise.

[No more pinches. Tempting as it is.]

I wasn't pinching you...

[ It's not like he minds that much, really; it didn't hurt that bad, comparative to the other things he's experienced. A little pinch from a cute boy is far more exciting, as far as he's concerned.

Tilting into the touch, he hums softly before letting himself sink down, to steal another long, slow kiss, just enjoying the simple pleasure of touch and warmth that makes his skin burn with excitement.

Keep going, Raidou says, but... Yuji nuzzles their noses together gently. ]

You're always good. I think you're the best. [ Another soft kiss, and then... ] Just on your neck? Or...?

[Why have a boyfriend if you can't tease him a little? Raidou's enjoying himself far too much. How could he not, with how sweet and tender Yuji is. It's tempting to keep him close like this, to just keep melting into those warm, long kisses. To have him keep saying those sweet things no one has ever told him before.

Those kisses on his neck, however, felt like nothing else, and the teeth on his skin made him gasp in surprise delight. Maybe more of that wouldn't be bad...

Raidou leans forward, his voice just above a whisper in his ear.]

Yeah. Whatever you'd like to try.

[ All Yuji wants is to take care of him, to show that he is cherished, that Yuji likes him so much, that he deserves to feel wanted and taken care of in the ways that Yuji himself had been a touch bereft of in the last few weeks at home. He, in Neo Tokyo, things are so much better - he's happier, softer, safer, able to let some of his tension bleed away - and that keeps him wanting to share that tenderness.

They can take it slow. They can talk, can communicate, because it's not as if Yuji has done any of this before. It's not as if he's ever experienced anything that's made him feel this warm.

Leaning back in, he presses a kiss to Raidou's forehead, his cheek, peppering them over his face before he lets himself go back to his neck, mouth exploring. It's not as if he intends to leave a little necklace of marks against his skin, but that's how it seems to be unfolding, Yuji not quite able to stop himself from it as his hands trail up and down, stroking. ]

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