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𝚂𝚢𝚗𝚏𝚕𝚞𝚡 𝙼𝚘𝚍𝚜 ([personal profile] synfluxmods) wrote in [community profile] synflux2024-10-14 12:50 pm

KAIJU FIGHT #5

KAIJU FIGHT #5


CONTENT WARNINGS: cult-like symbols and implications, brainwashing.

▶ 001. LORD OF THE FOREST.

Throughout the days leading up until October 15th, the captives will be forced down to the dungeons for their “punishments” to be doled out. All of the punishments seem to be completed methodically, almost as if the followers of the Lord of the Forest had centuries of experience. While no explanation is given, it becomes clear that the sacrificial ritual has begun. While the Outsiders may not be privy to what this entails, there is one rule that will be have made clear to them: once the ritual begins, it can no longer be stopped. However, there is still a sliver of hope. On the morning of the 15th, a small message will have been pushed out by LILITH. While they haven't completely reestablished their connection to the network, they are able to get something out.
█ █ █ MONSTER DEBRIEF SHEET
NAME:
HEIGHT: Ư̴͚͈̓͊̅͐́̇͛̂͌̏͠Ņ̷̧͕̣̦͉̟̣̽̽̌̓̈́͒̈́́̔̊̚͜͝K̷̗͖̜̟̮̬̜̳̍̈́̽͝Ǹ̵̠̳̯͕̠̻̖͔̹̖͑ͅỎ̶̖̲́̒͒͒͜W̵͈͍̻̞̮̻̏̍͠N̷̥͚̳̳͙̟͓̹̆̃
WEIGHT: Ư̴͚͈̓͊̅͐́̇͛̂͌̏͠Ņ̷̧͕̣̦͉̟̣̽̽̌̓̈́͒̈́́̔̊̚͜͝K̷̗͖̜̟̮̬̜̳̍̈́̽͝Ǹ̵̠̳̯͕̠̻̖͔̹̖͑ͅỎ̶̖̲́̒͒͒͜W̵͈͍̻̞̮̻̏̍͠N̷̥͚̳̳͙̟͓̹̆̃
CLASS: Ư̴͚͈̓͊̅͐́̇͛̂͌̏͠Ņ̷̧͕̣̦͉̟̣̽̽̌̓̈́͒̈́́̔̊̚͜͝K̷̗͖̜̟̮̬̜̳̍̈́̽͝Ǹ̵̠̳̯͕̠̻̖͔̹̖͑ͅỎ̶̖̲́̒͒͒͜W̵͈͍̻̞̮̻̏̍͠N̷̥͚̳̳͙̟͓̹̆̃
LOCATION: BRAȘOV, TRANSYLVANIA.
ABILITIES: Ư̴͚͈̓͊̅͐́̇͛̂͌̏͠Ņ̷̧͕̣̦͉̟̣̽̽̌̓̈́͒̈́́̔̊̚͜͝K̷̗͖̜̟̮̬̜̳̍̈́̽͝Ǹ̵̠̳̯͕̠̻̖͔̹̖͑ͅỎ̶̖̲́̒͒͒͜W̵͈͍̻̞̮̻̏̍͠N̷̥͚̳̳͙̟͓̹̆̃
WEAKNESSES: SUNLIGHT, HOLǸ̵̠̳̯͕̠̻̖͔̹̖͑ͅỎ̶̖̲́̒͒͒͜W̵͈͍̻̞̮̻̏̍͠N̷̥͚̳̳͙̟͓̹̆̃Y REǸ̵̠̳̯͕̠̻̖͔̹̖͑ͅỎ̶̖̲́̒͒͒͜W̵͈͍̻̞̮̻̏̍͠N̷̥͚̳̳͙̟͓̹̆̃S, GK̷̗͖̜̟̮̬̜̳̍̈́̽͝Ǹ̵̠̳̯͕̠̻̖͔̹̖͑ͅỎ̶̖̲́̒͒͒͜W̵͈͍̻̞̮̻̏̍͠N̷̥͚̳̳͙̟͓̆̃
EXTRA NOTES:
It is an incredibly sparse message. It seems to be working with any information the ocular implants were able to detect in that second, and the information gets fed back in the form of a distorted debrief sheet. However, it does act as a sign that LILITH is still actively working on gaining access to their communication lines once more, and are tirelessly working to send help. With this sudden jolt of a message, they will feel an extremely heavy disturbance composed entirely of rift energy—it appears that whatever kaiju is dwelling here is able to effectively work with the rift in order to negate abilities. But perhaps the clues all strung together have already painted a similar picture as to what is to come, and to what to continue to expect.

Now that the sacrifices have all but been made, it is time for the Lord of the Forest to be summoned.

All captives who have been forcefully dragged, or psychologically drawn to the dungeons, will find themselves face-to-face with the Lord of the Forest, also known by their title of PRICOLICI. The creature is a bit difficult to make out due to its ability to shape-shift: at times mimicking a human wearing some sort mask in the form of a wolf’s skull, and at others, taking on a form of a monstrous wolf-like creature that awaits all Outsiders— those presently within the dungeon, and those that exist outside of it, ready to be lured in.

Or that should be the case, but The Lord of the Forest appears to be a kaiju unlike all others. While it is summoned for a brief period in which the Outsiders bear witness to its true form, it seems to disperse back into the rift soon afterwards, much like savoring each of its sacrifices in a temporary state of hibernation.

(Note: Details of the specific events that happened leading up until this point can be accessed on the kidnapped log. Please be advised that there are heavy trigger warnings for these topics.)

▶ 002. FIND THE CAPTIVES.

Due to their brief communication and joint efforts following the network post, it becomes clear that all signs point to Bran Castle as the place where the captives are being held. This becomes ever more apparent as the fog gradually begins to lift, and the outline of the castle can finally be seen from the distance of the forest’s perimeter.

If there were still any doubts surrounding Bran Castle as a place of interest, many of the villagers will instantly form large groups in order to stop Outsiders from heading towards the castle. They will spare no effort to achieve this. What initially starts off as peaceful dissuasion and psychological tactics, such as using the children to cling to the Outsiders leg and crocodile tears… quickly escalates to outright fighting with pitchforks and other makeshift weapons from the farm. Additionally, Outsiders who have purchased the poison dagger from LILITH will find that the “safety” on it is released, and they can be utilized on the locals with no need for additional clearance. It looks like the network wasn't the only thing affected by the spotty connection.

In this skirmish, the Outsiders trying to make their way to the castle will find that a handful of these villagers aren’t your run-of-the-mill farmers. They’re stronger, faster, and the Outsiders will discover that they have incredibly sharp teeth. They are vampires! Or, an entity that seems close enough to the ones of legends. They will not only be attempting to fight Outsiders off, but will also resort to biting them. If an Outsider is bitten, their bodies will feel almost feverish, as if an incredibly slow-acting poison has entered their bloodstream. But, being bitten by a villager does not guarantee one to be turned. While it is possible, it is a much lower chance.

Once Outsiders do make it to the castle, they will find that there will be several more attendants from the castle waiting for them at the gates, all prepared to fight tooth and nail to prevent their entry. It’s clear the objective becomes to break past them and find the dungeons below the castle!


▶ 003. THE DUNGEON OF CASTLE BRAN.

Following the pathways of the castle to the dungeons below will not be easy. All the attendants present seem to have been waiting for them behind every nook and cranny of the castle. Outsiders will be met with their fervent attempts to stop them. It is a matter of life or death for the attendants and like the villagers, they seem to have no issue with throwing their own necks out in order to preserve the sanctity of their ritual.

Outsiders will also find various areas in which wolfsbane will be in bloom. Unlike typical wolfsbane these seem particular potent and will make the air taste bitter, and cause tingles, nausea, and hypotension if exposed to for too long. It appears even the attendants avoid them to a degree.

For those who make it to the dungeons, they will find that it is a lot bigger than it appears on the surface. A lot of its structure seems to lead deep underground, suggesting that it may even extend further out from the perimeter of the castle itself. There is a certain smell to the place that cannot be masked, years of sacrifices evident in every inch of its walls. There are over hundreds of cells, some still holding skeletal remains, alongside other ancient looking items: an old book, a worn out doll, a bloodied servant’s apron—they all appear to be pieces from a past that was long forgotten.

The Outsiders will not get to explore easily, however. As soon as they make their way past the threshold where the cells are all lined out, they will feel a chill up their spine. It's almost as if eyes are watching them in the dark, and they are. If they look up, they will realize there are hundreds of bats with glistening teeth that are all lining the ceiling, all lying in wait. They are minions of the Lord of the Forest, and their supersonic screams can stun and cause momentary deafness.

To make matters worse, it is not just their sharp teeth that hurt on impact, but they have a keen thirst for blood similar to the villagers. Being bitten by one will cause the Outsider to potentially begin to lose control of themselves and will have an insatiable thirst for blood, even at the expense of their fellow teammates. Additionally, those who are bitten will find themselves moderately more susceptible to psychic brain washing, and may cause them to momentarily join the enemies side.



▶ 004. THE FINAL RESCUE.

While the battle has already started within the village and the castle, suddenly the familiar ping of their oculars will alert them to the following message from Yamakawa—


"Angels of LILITH, we have connection. Rescue your team mates no matter the cost!"



With the connection reestablished, the main objective of the mission becomes one thing: RESCUE. For Outsiders who may have still been left at the village, or engaged within their own horrors, they are all advised to head to the dungeons as soon as possible. The coordinates for the deepest cells are sent alongside directions, with a constant warning to avoid direct contact with the kaiju there. The kaiju has long been absorbing rift energy and LILITH strongly advises against any attempts to engage with it until more information is known.

After half an hour, LILITH gives formal clearance to kill anyone interfering with the mission. Villagers, cult members, anyone. This includes Outsiders who may have temporarily been brainwashed, with the caveat of bringing back their bodies as they may be able to save them.

As they get further into the dungeons, they will find themselves susceptible to the side effects of rift poisoning. It is far more potent with each step, and will take laser focus to make one's way all the way to the last holding cells. There they will find the several of the castle’s most devout followers desperately calling out for The Lord of the Forest, as if summoning its presence.








… and The Lord of the Forest answers the cries of its followers. The initial part of this battle is difficult as the kaiju's abilities paired with the abnormalities of the rift result in weakening the powers of all living organisms around him, including the powers of the Outsiders. However, due to the phases of the moon, its abilities to nerf powers seem to have diminished slightly - they are able to use their abilities at a lower output, or at times they will find their abilities can cut in and out. After five to ten minutes of the Outsiders actually engaging the creature, they will find LILITH has effectively sealed the rift below the dungeons. It is far from perfectly done, but will allow the Outsiders the window of opportunity to use their all in their battle with the Lord of the Forest before backup arrives.

█ █ █ MONSTER DEBRIEF SHEET
NAME: PRICOLICI
HEIGHT: VARIES
WEIGHT: VARIES
CLASS: EXTREMELY DANGEROUS
LOCATION: BRAȘOV, TRANSYLVANIA
ABILITIES: SHAPESHIFTING, IMMORTALITY, NIGHT VISION, SUPER STRENGTH
WEAKNESSES: SUNLIGHT, HOLY RELICS, GARLIC, WOLFSBANE
EXTRA NOTES: This kaiju has a malicious intent to all humans besides those who praise it. It's said it will bless all of its followers abundantly on this Earth and grant them immortal life.


The battle against the PRICOLICI will not be made easy, especially as its weaknesses are not as straightforward to tap in as most elements. However, LILITH will provide utmost support for the Outsiders who want to try their hand at defeating it. While it was once believed to be immortal, perhaps due to the disconnection of the rift and the moon, it does seem weaker the longer the Outsiders engage with it. There are also pockets in which wolfsbane bloom in secret in the dungeon, and the PRICOLICI will evade these specific areas, as well as any places containing holy relics.

▶ 005. AFTERMATH.

The remaining villagers do their utmost in attempting to ground the LILITH medical cruiser, using cannons and other primitive weapons against it. Fortunately, they do not succeed. With the LILITH medical crew all present, they begin their work promptly. Outsiders can not only use the medical cruiser as a temporary base and resting point, but those with severe injuries are ushered in for emergency surgeries and other necessary procedures. Those who can heal are encouraged to take care of the ones with less major injuries in order to lighten the load on LILITH’s medical robots... and Dr. Spim, of course.

When the final battle finally winds down, several more mission objectives crop up. While no formal decision is pushed on the Outsiders this time, they are given several choices.

Although LILITH has permitted Outsiders to take their own stance in whether they want to kill those involved in the ritual, including the villagers, they do state the final request to spare the children, which they plan to bring back to Neo Tokyo. Those who do not wish to engage in the taking of lives will be encouraged to continue assisting and escorting any injured Outsiders. Finally, all Outsiders are tasked to take with them any goods that LILITH could benefit from, including any sources of food.

Once this has all been completed, they will all be encouraged to leave Transylvania behind.

Back at base, they are presently working on the cure for those who were bitten and turned. While the brainwashing element has been resolved through persuasion tech, it wasn't possible for them to fully reverse the other side effects. LILITH staff are requesting those affected to remain indoors until they figure out what they need in order to completely rid them of this ailment.

(Note: The above mission objectives in this section are all optional! Please remember that you only need to engage in the plots and ideas you are comfortable with. If you would prefer your character to leave early to take the others back to recover at base, that is completely fine. We want this to be flexible and for people to play with what inspires them. You are also free to come up with other ways your character can help during this time, as long as it does not break any game rules.)






▶ 006. AFTERWORD.

Welcome to fifth kaiju log!

Thanks to the Outsiders' efforts, they were able to engage with the kaiju in this fight. Due to them piecing the clues of the skulls helping to destroy the fog, they were able to gain access to Bran Castle. As they have also kept their suspicions of the villagers, some even including to sacrifice them, they were able to unearth them being associated with the cult, and able to uncover their involvement. Outsiders were also able to add wolfsbane as a weakness to the kaiju due to the messages exchanged between the kidnapped and non-kidnapped - and so this detail was also added into the log. We appreciate everyone’s engagement in this and hope you have fun with this outcome!

Feel free to NPC your characters' fights with the minions. The main fight with the largest one will be determined via a HP-based system (See below). Feel free to ask any other questions below! Additionally, we did clarify some questions in regards to vampires/general weaknesses here, as well!

For the vampire prompts, feel free to work with the setting in how you want your character to experience being turned, and potentially turning others. It was made vague to allow flexibility, so if you'd like to have your character just feed off of people without turning them, that works. If they want to turn all their friends, that is also 100% okay. Those who have been turned are welcome to play with that as they see fit. As mentioned, LILITH will be actively working on the cure, and this will be something revisited in the TDM, or on our quest board, so be on the lookout for that!

All tags on this log are worth 2 points and will count towards October AC.

EVENT BREAKDOWN/RECAP (CLICK TO EXPAND)
1. LORD OF THE FOREST: On the days leading up to the 15th, kidnapped characters are brought to the dungeons to receive their punishments. The punishments are administered in a way that suggests that the followers have many years of experience, and that they are all part of a sacrificial ritual to summon the Lord of the Forest; once the ritual begins, it can't be stopped. On the morning of the 15th, LILITH is able to send out a distorted monster debrief sheet that the captives will be able to briefly see before experiencing a heavy disturbance of rift energy. Captives in the dungeons will also be able to see the Lord of the Forest, but it will disperse back into the rift after being summoned.

2. FIND THE CAPTIVES: The Outsiders figure out that the captives are held in Bran Castle; the fog gradually lifts and the outline of the castle will be visible. The villagers will do everything they can to prevent the Outsiders from reaching the castle, from using the children to persuade them to stay to more violent means. Outsiders who have a poison dagger from LILITH are able to use it on the villagers without prior clearance due to the spotty connection. Vampires are among the villagers attacking the Outsiders; if they are bitten, their bodies will feel feverish. Once Outsiders reach the castle gates, they will have to break through the castle attendants to reach the dungeons.

3. THE DUNGEON OF CASTLE BRAN: Outsiders must fight through more attendants inside the castle as they make their way down to the dungeons. The layout of the dungeons is much bigger than it may seem on the surface—with over hundreds of cells, some of which still contain the remains and personal effects of previous villagers who have been sacrificed. Bats, minions of the Lord of the Forest, will attack the Outsiders and those who are bitten may begin to lose control of themselves with a thirst for blood. Bitten Outsiders may attack their teammates as a result, and may also be more susceptible to psychic brainwashing.

4. THE FINAL RESCUE: LILITH confirms the main mission objective of rescuing all the captives and gives formal clearance to kill anyone interfering with the mission, which includes any Outsiders who may have been temporarily brainwashed. The bodies of any fallen Outsiders must be brought back as LILITH may be able to restore them. Going deeper into the dungeons will cause side effects of rift poisoning to manifest. The Lord of the Forest appears to engage the Outsiders; its ability to weaken abilities is diminished slightly due to the phases of the moon. Five to ten minutes into the battle, LILITH seals off the rift below the dungeons, allowing Outsiders an opportunity to go all in on attacking the Lord of the Forest.

5. AFTERMATH: LILITH's medical crew arrives to begin treating injured Outsiders. Those who are able to heal or have medical experience are encouraged to treat Outsiders with minor injuries to lighten the load on LILITH's medical staff. Once the battle winds down, Outsiders are given several options on what to do next: kill the followers and the villagers, but sparing the children (who will be brought to Neo Tokyo); continue assisting and escorting any injured Outsiders to safety; taking any goods from the village that will benefit LILITH, including food sources. Once completed, Outsiders will leave Transylvania to embark on the journey back to Neo Tokyo.





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[personal profile] curingidiocy 2024-10-16 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ The one who approaches him isn't someone who needs healing, and what he gets in his hand isn't another hand, but a mug. A warm mug, of hot chocolate, if Raidou cares to look. Ratio stands in front of him, a subtle expression of concern on his face. ]

Here. Put that bag down and take this instead.

[ Ratio will hold the mug until he's certain Raidou is grasping it himself. ]
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[personal profile] the_fourteenth 2024-10-16 03:19 am (UTC)(link)
[Raidou stares at the mug for a moment, feeling the warmth it puts back in his hand that was stolen by the cold mountain air. He seems reluctant to let go of his bag, his precious cargo. Then only good thing obtained from this whole nightmare. Slowly, he sets it at his feet, still touching his body, as if afraid someone might try to take it from him. Who knows, LILITH might.

He takes the mug in both hands, looking into it as a way to avoid looking at Ratio. He's relieved to see that his hands have finally stopped trembling. Numbness has filled the space inside him now that the rage and panic have drained away.

He doesn't acknowledge Ratio otherwise, doesn't look at him or give him a nod in thanks. Nothing. Just a warm mug between his hands, concentrating so he doesn't let go.]
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[personal profile] curingidiocy 2024-10-16 10:32 am (UTC)(link)
[ Satisfied that Raidou won't drop the mug, Ratio takes a seat next to the man. Hopefully, the warmth and sweet taste would ground Raidou, but it's likely a paltry balm for the turmoil that must be swirling in his mind right now.

He is handling this poorly, whatever it is he's agonizing over. And he's been like this for a while. These kaiju missions... They are not healthy for him. He should be sent home—assuming it would be a better place for him to be. He doesn't know enough about Raidou's homeworld to make that call definitively though.

Ratio remains silent for a good while, eyes flickering down to the bag at Raidou's feet in curiosity, eventually deducing what its contents may be. Still, he does not say anything. He only observes.
]
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[personal profile] the_fourteenth 2024-10-16 02:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[Raidou doesn't want to show any emotion in front of Ratio. Not after his breakdown in the sim. That was too much, too much for him to be showing anyone. As the Capital's summoner, others needed to be able to rely on his strength, his unwavering fortitude against the evils of the world. Raidou has felt less like a summoner every day since he arrived here, and tonight sealed it. He was no longer a summoner. He was not worthy of his title, his name he worked so hard for.

Raidou's head finally looks up, away from the drink and the ground, and he looks at Ratio. He's relieved to see the doctor looks alright, no injuries he can see. But something had suddenly dawned on him. There were more important things to worry about - there will be time for despair later.]


Ah-- Aventurine. Is he alright?

[Raidou knows he was among the kidnappees, and he hadn't had a chance to check in on all of them yet. Things were still chaotic.]
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[personal profile] curingidiocy 2024-10-19 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's a relief to see him react, but the question isn't one he's expecting to hear from Raidou. He blinks in surprise, and then smiles, wan and melancholic, but without grief. ]

He has sustained serious injuries, but will be fine. His wounds were among the least severe of those kidnapped. I did not expect any less.

[ It is a humourless chuckle that comes out of his mouth. Truly, the gambler's luck prevails once again. ]
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[personal profile] the_fourteenth 2024-10-19 02:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[He sighs in relief to hear it, nodding, relaxing a little.]

Good. Good...

[It's probably the best news he could hear coming out of this incident.

Speaking isn't always easy for Raidou, and tonight, it seems harder than ever. His words are disjointed and forced.]


I didn't-- LILITH didn't have. Status. Some people weren't back yet. When I asked. Or they were... still working on them.

[Like Wriothseley.]

I'd offer, but. I'm sure you'll take care of Aventurine.
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[personal profile] curingidiocy 2024-10-19 07:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Ratio takes a moment to parse Raidou's disjointed words. Right, the dead ones. LILITH claiming they can revive the dead is interesting from a scientific perspective. The researcher in him is curious to know how they're capable of it. It's something that, as far as he knows, only Ruan Mei is capable of (and the question of whether it's just a clone with approximate memories or if it's truly the same individual is still up in the air. He has not seen the related papers since Geniuses never share their knowledge.)

But, putting aside his scientific curiosity, it is good news that they can. Or, at least, if LILITH can actually pull it off. But he has his doubts, given the organization's track record.
]

I imagine we will need to return to base first for them to utilize the full extent of their technology.

[ The offer to care for Aventurine is... it's odd that people seem to care for the gambler as an extension of caring for him. He's not certain how to feel about that, really. ]

Ask him yourself. It is his choice who provides him care.
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[personal profile] the_fourteenth 2024-10-19 11:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[Raidou nods. He will. He'll ask every injured Outsider who is conscious if they'd like healing. He's frequently turned away, each one thinking that someone else needs it more than them, or that Raidou looks too tired. But it's an instance where Raidou tends to be quite firm, that stubborn side of him flaring up.]

Okay. We should, ah. Be all taking turns. Getting rest when we can. But they all need so much.

[Like he should be, but he can't. He won't be able to rest until he's ready to fall asleep standing up. He'll be too concerned about everyone else.]

LILITH is... working on reviving some. [That's never really been needed before. He's not sure how much faith he has in that idea, or how much of it is LILITH just trying to placate a worried teenager.] I-I don't...

[He shakes his head, not knowing how to finish that though. Raidou looks back to the drink in his hand, finally taking the time to take a sip, in lieu of trying to come up with something.]
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[personal profile] curingidiocy 2024-10-21 08:15 am (UTC)(link)
So long as they are not in critical condition, they will live even if we do not tend to their injuries immediately. As medical providers, we must ensure we do not collapse and add to the burden of the remaining medical staff.

[ Perhaps reframing their rest as a necessity to ensure the healing process goes smoothly would help Raidou relax somewhat. The man overworks himself far too much, though it's not as if Ratio is in any position to comment. What he does have over Raidou, however, is that he is taking breaks appropriately.

When Raidou voices his hope, coloured so deeply with grief, Ratio realizes: his earlier thoughts about LILITH's technology were naive.
]

Don't.

[ He wanted to believe LILITH was capable of it, and was deeply curious about the method, but it's real people who have died, and real people who may hold hope for something that shouldn't be possible. ]

I would not place your faith in them. Should they succeed, it will be a pleasant surprise. However, I have only seen one person accomplish what may be considered a true revival, and she is a member of the Genius Society.

[ Wriothesley, Taryon, Loop. They won't come back. He should not try to hope for otherwise. ]
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[personal profile] the_fourteenth 2024-10-22 12:07 am (UTC)(link)
[When Ratio says don't, Raidou's head snaps up like he's been punched. Telling himself to have faith is the only thing keeping him going to hope they're not really dead. A barely held-back expression of anger and grief meets Ratio's gaze; one that knows, deep down, that Ratio is right.

He looks away again, too many feelings fighting to get to the surface that he can't express. Struggling, always struggling with them lately, dealing with too many things in the last ten months that he doesn't know how to process. Piling up until he's like this again.

Raidou grimaces, teeth bared and eyes squeezed shut. He simply sets the drink aside, props his elbows on his knees and his face in his hands, trembling. He refuses to show any other sign of distress in front of Ratio - as if this wasn't one, somehow.

He wasn't suspicious enough of the villagers, he didn't investigate fast enough. He didn't get to the castle soon enough. And now those people are dead. Wriothesley is dead.]
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[personal profile] curingidiocy 2024-10-26 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
[ Sorry Raidou. Realistically speaking, if LILITH is claiming they are capable of reviving people, then they must have some sort of procedure in place. However, it isn't likely to be true resurrection. Re-summoning the same individual would likely be cheaper. If they go in that direction, either the individual will be missing all of the memories they've made here, or LILITH has a secret copy of their memories that they can upload into the new version of this person.

...it's still not quite the same, he thinks. Qualitatively, they might end up identical, but numerically, they are not.

Ratio sighs after a moment of watching Raidou hold his emotions back.
]

Take some time for yourself to grieve. It would be foolish to suppress your emotions for a matter as heavy as this.
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[personal profile] the_fourteenth 2024-10-28 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
[A noise of frustration and grief escapes Raidou when Ratio says that. He couldn't even cry if he wanted to. He hasn't since he was very small, so long ago he can't remember. Raidou never cries, he never laughs, all of his emotions subtle and understated. Events since just prior to his arrival in Neo Tokyo, and everything since, have caused him to feel all manner of things he has no idea how to express. All leading to moments like this.

All he knows is that he doesn't want to break down in front of this person again. He doesn't want to be seen, heard, perceived. So instead of answering Ratio, he quickly scoops his bag up from the ground and marches off towards... somewhere. He doesn't know. He just has to get away. The only enemy Raidou has ever run from are his own emotions.]
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[personal profile] curingidiocy 2024-10-28 01:49 am (UTC)(link)
[ Ratio watches him go without a word. He is hardly the best person to be relied upon for comfort, so it's best that Raidou finds someone else for help. The scholar will check on him again once he's had enough time to process some of his emotions. ]