WHO: Yuji Itadori & various ( closed and open prompts ) WHAT: Yuji has Canon Updated. It isn't going well. WHERE: Across the base WHEN: March 21 onwards WARNINGS: Jujutsu Kaisen spoilers up to chapter 248.
I don't know, sensei. That's the last thing I remember.
[ Higuruma-san, looking him right in the eye, as if to pass it on.
It hurts to think about. So many people are dying because of his failures, and it's hard for him to keep himself settled and sane after it all. He wishes that it was him - he and Higuruma had talked about that, hadn't they? Thinking it was their role to die in this fight, being prepared for it... If it meant Sukuna was destroyed, it would be worth it.
Nuzzling into Gojo's chest, he breathes out shakily. ]
LILITH realy wants to keep messing with us, Gojo-sensei...
it'd be a lie to say that he isn't disappointed yuji's memories end there, but it's something that's out of their hands. if LILITH is able to catch them up to speed on whatever happens in their future, then they're bound to learn more later on — or maybe he can just ask her. ]
Don't linger on what has already happened. You're here now. And look, [ he gives his hair another hearty tousle. ] I'm fine, aren't I? [ or as fine as a confirmed dead man can be. ] I'm alive here.
[ Maybe, one day, he'll be sent back and learn more. The idea of it makes him feel anxious, unsure, but Yuji's not going to give up on his desire to do the best he can, to defeat Sukuna and save Megumi: it's the only thing he has to cling to right now.
Sniffling into Gojo's body, he nods his head, as miserable as he's ever felt - since that moment, at least, a bare few days. ]
You could stay here. You could be happy. [ Hadn't Yuji said the same thing to Nanami? That he could find some kind of happiness here... ] If that's what you want.
None of us asked to come here, sensei, but you could be happy here. That's a little up to you.
[ It's not as if Yuji is excited about the prospect of going home, but he's also aware that he has to. He has to save Megumi. He has to live up to the belief that Gojo and Higuruma had in him, the memory and strength that Nanami left him. He has to do that, because that's his role, that's what he was left to do.
He can't stay here forever, even if it is a nice place to be. As long as he can be here, he'll stay. ]
... I won't tell. It won't be fair on the others, I know that, even if I hate keeping secrets. It'll...
in truth, gojo has never envisioned a long life for himself. it was neither something he particularly coveted nor feared. he would much rather have a short yet thrilling life than a long but uneventful one. despite his loss to sukuna, he got what he wanted in the end, didn't he? he had fun. he was satiated. but while he thought that he would be done with the world after death, the world — or more accurately, LILITH — had other plans for him.
he doesn't know if he can be happy here. he hasn't given it any thought. he doubts that he will even after this conversation. ]
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[ Higuruma-san, looking him right in the eye, as if to pass it on.
It hurts to think about. So many people are dying because of his failures, and it's hard for him to keep himself settled and sane after it all. He wishes that it was him - he and Higuruma had talked about that, hadn't they? Thinking it was their role to die in this fight, being prepared for it... If it meant Sukuna was destroyed, it would be worth it.
Nuzzling into Gojo's chest, he breathes out shakily. ]
LILITH realy wants to keep messing with us, Gojo-sensei...
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it'd be a lie to say that he isn't disappointed yuji's memories end there, but it's something that's out of their hands. if LILITH is able to catch them up to speed on whatever happens in their future, then they're bound to learn more later on — or maybe he can just ask her. ]
Don't linger on what has already happened. You're here now. And look, [ he gives his hair another hearty tousle. ] I'm fine, aren't I? [ or as fine as a confirmed dead man can be. ] I'm alive here.
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Sniffling into Gojo's body, he nods his head, as miserable as he's ever felt - since that moment, at least, a bare few days. ]
You could stay here. You could be happy. [ Hadn't Yuji said the same thing to Nanami? That he could find some kind of happiness here... ] If that's what you want.
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[ he never asked to be here. he was brought here, whether he wanted to be or not.
plus, now he knows without a doubt that there is no place for him to return. he already died back home. only the afterlife awaits him there. ]
Don't worry about me, Yuji. [ a beat. ] And keep my death a secret, 'kay? I know you don't think it's fair, but I don't want them to find out.
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[ It's not as if Yuji is excited about the prospect of going home, but he's also aware that he has to. He has to save Megumi. He has to live up to the belief that Gojo and Higuruma had in him, the memory and strength that Nanami left him. He has to do that, because that's his role, that's what he was left to do.
He can't stay here forever, even if it is a nice place to be. As long as he can be here, he'll stay. ]
... I won't tell. It won't be fair on the others, I know that, even if I hate keeping secrets. It'll...
[ They'll feel like this. That's awful enough. ]
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in truth, gojo has never envisioned a long life for himself. it was neither something he particularly coveted nor feared. he would much rather have a short yet thrilling life than a long but uneventful one. despite his loss to sukuna, he got what he wanted in the end, didn't he? he had fun. he was satiated. but while he thought that he would be done with the world after death, the world — or more accurately, LILITH — had other plans for him.
he doesn't know if he can be happy here. he hasn't given it any thought. he doubts that he will even after this conversation. ]
It'll be better for them this way.