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[ Given Aventurine's eagerness, Ratio had expected him to continue teasing him, maybe even try to cheekily feel him up in an attempt to get him to forego the shower. But the gambler pulls away without any resistance, leaving him at a loss. He blinks as his shower implements are pressed into his hands and he's gently ushered back out of his room at a speed he wouldn't expect normally from the other man, except that's just how excited he is, isn't it?

He's eager too, so he can't really complain. He shoves aside his nerves in favour of efficiency, as he usually does. ]

A few more minutes will not kill you, my dear gambler.

[ And it is with a leisurely pace that he sets off for the showers, if only to provoke Aventurine and rile him up. ]

( Oh now he's just being difficult! Aventurine is an adult who does not whine nor kick his feet when faced with a man of immovable morals. Even if he knows the fact that he can turn a pleading expression on Ratio and make him crumble just slightly. That's cheating -- Ratio should just be as excited as Aventurine is for him to finally get his hands on his dick! Aventurine is good at this sort of thing, he's had practice and experience and Veritas' leisurely pace is going to kill him. )

You don't know that for certain, doc. What about if I suffer a sudden and complete rush of blood to my dick out of sheer desire?

( Is that a thing that can happen? Aventurine will reach out to gently squeeze one of Ratio's ass checks, though, to drive the point home that he has his eyes on the prize. )

That would simply be an erection. However, if you mean all of your blood, that would be physically impossible, as there is not enough volume in a penis to contain it.

[ --And then Aventurine wretches a startled gasp out of Ratio when the other man grabs his ass. His face flushes brightly and he hisses at the gambler. ]

You incorrigible man, we're in public!

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You can probably faint from a sudden erection, right? And then I could hit my head on the tile--

( But he laughs, glad for being able to get such a reaction out of Ratio -- especially in public. )

All the more reason to hurry!

If you fall and injure yourself due to your own arousal, I will have no sympathy for you.

[ It certainly gets what Aventurine wanted; Ratio speeds ahead of the gambler, leaving the flushed back of his neck as the only visible sign of embarrassment. Once they reach the locker rooms, he briefly tilts his head towards the shorter man. ]

I will see you in our room in half an hour.

Yessir! ( Aventurine gives him a mock salute before ducking off for his own shower. But not before he can impart one more embarrassing nugget of wisdom for the doctor: ) Remember to wash inside too, doc-- accidents happen, of course, but it's not exactly something a clean freak like you could come back from--

( He vanishes before he can hear Ratio's response or see his face, a laugh following him. But true to his word, he takes his time, though not nearly as long as the other man, and handedly beats him back to the room. He'd debated just remaining naked, but figured that might ruin a bit of the fun for Ratio, and slips on the grey sweats offered by LILITH and does his best not to go stir crazy waiting for Ratio to return.

It's fine. He's got this. Maybe he should pose seductively on the bed? That really only works if he's the one that's going to be ravished, not the ravisher. Aventurine is woefully out of practice at being enticing in that particular manner, but he supposes Ratio won't know the difference. So he settles on lying on the bed, propped up on one arm with his best seductive expression.

He's got this. Sure, he's never slept with anyone that he is as emotionally invested in as he is Ratio, but it can't be that different, right? )

[ If Aventurine had stuck around to see Ratio's reaction, he would have been treated to the man turning redder and spluttering. But it's a good thing he doesn't, in the scholar's opinion, because he's already quite embarrassed from all the salacious comments and the thought of what was to come next.

Ratio takes the full half hour, as he said he would. He cleans himself thoroughly, following all the knowledge he's gathered on the topic (yes, including the inside, thank you very much Aventurine, he needed no reminders because that is the most important place to clean!)

He returns to their shared room feeling quite refreshed, wearing a light t-shirt and shorts and a small towel over his shoulders to catch the water that drips from his still damp hair. Though he's still nervous about the upcoming encounter, the shower did wonders for improving his mental state and subsequently, his confidence. He knows he's ready for this now, come what may.

He's greeted by his lover lying on the bed in a seductive pose and expression. He blinks, stopping momentarily at the door, and then continues past the bed to set down his shower implements where they belong. ]

I see you are ready for our next activity.

( It would be a mistake to say Aventurine pouts when Ratio proceeds to walk past him to set his stuff away. He doesn't pout, after all. Except if Ratio happens to look at Aventurine out of the corner of his eyes he will see the other man doing exactly that. Did he not make himself appealing enough to make the good doctor abandon his tendencies to come and ravish him and be ravished in return?

Something about this whole thing has Aventurine feeling particularly childish, the way he wants to kick his feet about in protest until he manages to get Ratio's attention on him. He refrains.

Barely. )

Have been all day, doctor.

[ Ratio chuckles, allowing the emotion to bubble out unfiltered. Aventurine is utterly adorable with that expression on his face. He knows the other man has been waiting for this all day, so he doesn't drag it out any longer. Once the shower implements are put down, and the towel around his shoulders hung on the back of the chair, he approaches the bed and settles onto the mattress on his knees.

He reaches out to settle a hand on Aventurine's face, smiling warmly. ]

You have me now.

[ He's ready for whatever Aventurine has in store for him. ]

I do. ( Aventurine pulls him close, for a moment setting aside lust in favor of simply kissing the other man with all the fondness he feels in his chest. When he has to break for air, he doesn't pull back very far at all. ) You know, doc, it's a rare thing for me to be the penetrating partner.

( He's not complaining, though, and it's probably for the best for Ratio to experience what it's like for a first time. Aventurine runs his fingers through Ratio's hair -- while he's eager and excited, he's also thrilled by the novelty for the both of them. )

[ Ratio drinks in Aventurine's warmth, wrapping his arms around the lithe man to keep him close as they kiss. It is sweet and gentle, much like all the other kisses they've shared beforehand, but the anticipation of what is to come next has him flushing, a delicate red on the back of his neck.

He's smiles with a twinkle in his eye, unconcerned by the admission. He trusts Aventurine to take care of both of them despite the gambler's inexperience. ]

Would it ease you if I promised not to grade you as harshly as I do my students?

( There's never been a time Aventurine has found Ratio unattractive, but he thinks seeing him blush -- and being able to see it follow it down his neck -- is going to be one of the times he finds him extremely attractive. Aventurine smiles against Ratio's lips, not daring to pull away just quite yet. )

You could. I plan on getting the highest grade possible, and continue to score well in the future.

( He doesn't want to disappoint Ratio, but he also wants to leave him with a memorable experience -- to solidify his place as the best lay of Ratio's life. So much so that the other man wouldn't want to look elsewhere for this sort of thing. Pressing his lips against Ratio's in a quick kiss, Aventurine places his hands on the other man's shoulders and presses, attempting to roll them over so that he can straddle Veritas. )

[ He needn't worry, truly. Ratio never had an interest in sex until Aventurine came along, and there's no one else that elicits that kind of response from him. Regardless of his initial performance, they can improve together, as with every other activity out there. ]

Very well. Then I expect your best effort. Don't disappoint me.

[ Said with no weight of expectation, because he knows Aventurine will show him a good time.

Ratio allows Aventurine to maneuver him, winding up flat on his back and Aventurine atop him. When he looks up, his breath catches. Like this, with the shorter man towering over him and looking down upon him... the sight brings a rush of anticipation and arousal, and his hands settle on the gambler's hips gently. ]

No pressure, huh?

( But Aventurine does laugh, at that -- the kind of laugh that only Ratio hears regularly. No falseness or attempt to deflect from his true feelings. No, he's simply happy to be here, straddling Veritas and about to fuck him. Aventurine hasn't quite put a name to his feelings in words, especially not to the other man, because he is terrified that something will happen if he does. But if he can't put it into words, maybe by kissing him he can get it across.

So Aventurine does, bending over him to kiss Ratio as best as he can, mouth teasing Ratio's open, sliding his hands into the other man's hair just to let himself indulge in the thrill of this. Once he's forced to stop shoving his tongue into Ratio's mouth by the intense need for air, he doesn't pull back very far. Instead he stays, brushing Veritas' nose with his. )

C'mon doc, you can take the sweatshirt off if you want to.

( Aventurine's, that is. )

[ Aventurine's laugh is melodious and delightful. It is honest, sweet and so full of life. It is infectious, and the smile already present on Ratio's face softens as he gazes up at his lover with affection and awe.

Not even a few months ago, he couldn't have dreamed of being privy to this side of the man. Aventurine of Stratagems, one of the Ten Stonehearts. A high-ranking executive of the IPC who could dictate significant movements in the company. Despite what hold the IPC had over his life, his status was unmistakable. This was a life he built with his own hands after so much suffering and hardship. And now he was sharing it with Ratio.

There is something different in the way they kiss this time. Though they've shared many kisses in bed, this is the first time they've done so in this position, with Aventurine pressing him insistently into the bed, greedily devouring the air from Ratio's lungs. There is no chance to gather his thoughts, scattered by every sensual swipe of Aventurine's tongue against his. A quiet noise escapes from his throat and his fingers clutch tightly at the fabric of the other man's sweatshirt.

His eyes blink open hazily when Aventurine speaks, having closed while he caught his breath. ]

...Ah. Yes. I shall do that.

[ His grip on Aventurine's sweatshirt loosens and he clumsily begins to tug at the offending piece of clothing, eager to get it off his lover's body. ]

( The only pressure that exists for Aventurine right now is not disappointing Ratio by slipping into the roles he’s practiced and honed to a sharp edge over time. He adapts to what people want from him, be it someone his partners think they can take something from, or someone who balances on the edge of want and distaste to give his partner the sensation of being able to put the mouthy Stoneheart in his place. But the key, Aventurine has always known, lies in never truly giving them the power they think they want. The satisfaction lies with him, whenever he is done with them, whenever they have served their purpose. Even in bed he is always two steps ahead, always holding the winning hand, and never letting anyone have power over him ever again.

To toss that aside is no small thing, but Aventurine wants. He wants to repay Ratio’s understanding, his kindness, by letting himself peel off the mask just for a little while. To be someone worth loving.

He helps Ratio remove his sweatshirt, tossing it aside and returning his hands to Ratio’s chest in order to steady himself. And also to feel him up, fingers dancing over the swell of his pecs and carefully brushing over Veritas’ nipples. The smirk on his face hasn’t faded, but it’s less practiced, more lopsided in Aventurine’s affection for the man beneath him. )

If I do anything that you don’t want, or don’t like, tell me. I’ll go slow. Unless you don’t want me to–

( And he’ll do whatever Ratio wants, he’ll be whatever Ratio wants if it’s not himself. But given how they ended up here, Aventurine can at least trust that the empty person beneath the name of Aventurine is one that, somehow, Doctor Veritas Ratio desires. )

[ Aventurine is a beautiful man. Anyone with a functioning pair of eyes could easily attest to that, even when he's glamoured up in his typical peacock-like flashy outfit. But stripped of it, bare from waist up, he is just as, if not even more gorgeous. Thinner than Ratio, but toned, bespeaking the effort he puts into maintaining his appearance.

He is mesmerizing, but even better, he is within arm's reach. Close enough for Ratio to touch, which he proceeds to do, allowing his hands to first settle on Aventurine's shoulders and slowly run down the man's body. He wishes to explore every divot and plane, memorize every aspect of him, and carve it all into a statue that would fail to be anything more than a pale imitation of the real thing.

Even through the thin cotton of his t-shirt, Aventurine's touch leaves a trail of fire in its wake. Eyelids flutter shut for a moment when the gambler's fingers ghost over those sensitive buds, drawing not a gasp from the man beneath him, but a careful, deep inhale, and a flush that crawls further down his body as his imagination supplies him with a preview of what is to come. ]

I want... [ Ratio looks up at his lover, at that crooked, lovely smirk, and he wants. Wants so bad that he can't stand it. ] ...I want you to take me in the manner you desire most. I want to know your preferences. And I will let you know if I am uncomfortable in any way, so do not restrain yourself.

( Sensitive! Aventurine withholds a gleeful chuckle, afraid of perhaps giving the wrong impression that he was making fun of Ratio's reaction rather than enjoying it. There's everything to like about Veritas' physique -- muscles, divots in delicious places, as if he really was a statue come to life. A masterpiece of mind and body, if he was going to let himself be poetic. And his, the curling desire that slides through him growing warmer at the thought.

It was worth waiting for this, Aventurine thinks, before he leans forward to kiss Ratio breathless again, sweeping his tongue into his mouth with little preamble and all the passion he can find in his chest. He wants Ratio to have no doubts, to have no regrets, even if it were all to end after this-- he wants that. )

It's strange, Doc. ( He says once he has to pull back, his hands going down to tug at the hem of Ratio's shirt to try and pull it off of him. ) I don't really know my own preferences.

( Because most of the time it's him adapting to someone else, letting them see what they want from Aventurine and letting him give what they want so he can get what he wants in return. They never see it like that at the time, of course, but sex is as much of a transaction as any business deal.

At least it was. Until Ratio, and Aventurine finds that he wants too, in equal measure. Desperately, and his kisses turn as desperate as his thoughts, long presses to whatever skin he can find -- Ratio's lips, his nose, the curve of his jaw and his neck. He doesn't use teeth just yet, at least not until he gets to the meeting of neck and shoulder, and then he nips experimentally, followed by a sucking kiss that will leave a bruise before he presses a gentler one over the skin in an apology. )

[ He doesn't doubt at all that Aventurine wants this—not when the man kisses him so deeply and takes both his breath and his thoughts away. He feels, rather than knows the depth to Aventurine's ardor, love and passion, and it is a heady feeling, to know someone he cherishes desires him this much.

Warmth diffuses throughout his whole body, leaving a buzzing feeling that stays even when Aventurine pulls away to strip the shirt off Ratio. The scholar shifts to accommodate the action, though his words draw a small frown from the man. He'd been under the impression Aventurine had a considerable amount of experience with sexual encounters. To not know his own preferences... he doesn't want to think about the implications. Not right now, at least. ]

Then discover them with me.

[ It's an invitation for Aventurine to take his time and pick Ratio apart bit by bit, thereby discovering what he wants for himself. He trusts Aventurine will treat him well no matter what it is the man desires, so he settles against the mattress with a heady sigh, relaxing as Aventurine does exactly that, exploring his body with desperate, lengthy kisses. ]

Ah!

[ The nip startles a gasp out of him and his body jumps from the sudden sharp sensation. It's followed by a loud exhale as Aventurine sucks at the junction of his neck and shoulder. His reactions are embarrassingly loud and his face flushes brightly, causing him to turn his head to the side in an effort to hide his expression and simultaneously bare his neck for Aventurine to plunder if he so wished. ]

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( It doesn't particularly bother him in the way that perhaps it should. It was his to control, to use -- and he used it well. That's all that Aventurine could ask for; to have it be his choice. Right now, however, he's more interested in living up to Ratio's expectations, to making it a night to remember rather than one to avoid dwelling on overlong. Aventurine bends over him again, this time running his hands down and over Ratio's bare chest, fingers flicking over his nipples as he presses longer kisses against his skin.

As much as he'd want to keep doing this for longer, though, there's the matter of his erection, straining against the soft fabric of his sweatpants. Well, there's a simple way to deal with that, and Aventurine shifts to roll his hips against Ratio's, the heavy weight of his cock pressing down against the other man's.

There is one thing more, however, and Aventurine pauses his attempt to mark up every bit of Ratio's skin he can get to look at the other man. )

Don't turn away, Veritas. I want to see you. Just as I want to hear you, too.

( So he should stop attempting to hide away his face, if it's all the same to him. )

[ Aventurine's touch is pleasurable. Each soft caress and stroke of his fingers stokes the heat blooming low in his gut. His breaths are deep and heavy now, not quite pants, but clearly signalling how affected he is by what amounts only to light groping. His hands still along the side of Aventurine's ribs, caught up in the sensations he's experiencing.

It would be embarrassing if he were not so committed to savouring this experience with all of his senses. Anxiety and nervousness was a key component in poor sexual encounters, he once read. So this was his way of pushing it all away, to be examined afterwards, when there was no need to ensure Aventurine was enjoying this as much as he was. Not that he was playing up his reactions or anything, but one's state of mind contributed more to pleasure than most--

He moans, thoughts cut off abruptly as pleasure sparks through his body. He bucks his hips up to chase after that delicious friction, his own arousal straining against the fabric of his shorts.

At Aventurine's words, he shyly turns to face his lover, eyes already somewhat clouded with pleasure, though focused enough to flicker across Aventurine's expression. ]

...Does this satisfy you?

[ It is without his usual commanding, somewhat condescending tone that he asks. Rather, it is downright timid for the man, seeking approval, as he is the student, and Aventurine the teacher in this subject. ]

( His good doctor might be all logic and overthinking in his head, but Aventurine is pleased to know that he responds to... how would Ratio put it? 'External stimuli of the genitals,' most likely. It's good to know he's just like any other man in that regard. The moan does something funny to Aventurine's chest and gut, and he bites down when Ratio bucks up into him, leaving a mark on one of his pecs.

Not raising his head, Aventurine prefers to look up at Ratio from behind lowered lashes, a smirk crossing his face as he presses an apology kiss over the bitemark, tongue darting out to soothe it before he trails more open mouthed kisses closer to a nipple. )

Just like that. I know you have people telling you that you're handsome back home, but Doc-- you really are. Especially like this.

( He rolls his hips again, harder now -- not a tease, but a promise of what he'll do later. Since Ratio prepped himself so nicely it would be such a shame for such a thing to go to waste, wouldn't it? But for now he busies himself with slowly working his way down Ratio's chest, curling in on himself as he takes one of the other man's nipples into his mouth and gives it a playful suck; eyes flicking back up to Ratio's face to watch his reaction. )

[ The bite is sharp against the fuzzy warmth of pleasure and he jolts, a different, higher-pitched noise pulled out of him. He glares at the cheeky man atop him, though his expression looks more like a petulant pout with how flushed he is, and the desire obvious in his blown out pupils.

That provocative expression is one that he's seen before, usually accompanied by the empty flirtations that sell his mask of a flamboyant gambler, but in this context, directed at him, followed by genuine compliments—he's heard it all before but something, something about this is different. The heat in his gut coils tighter, and his eyes screw shut as another moan is ripped out of him when Aventurine grinds against him. ]

Ah! D-don't...

[ He cries out again when warm lips close over his nipple and suck, introducing to the scholar a sensation he's never known before. It's overwhelming, and he presses back against the mattress in an effort to lessen the sensation. His hands shoot up to grip the gambler's golden locks tightly, but not painfully. ]

( Don't? Aventurine raises a brow from where he's paused -- searching for something in Ratio's face that indicates his true feelings on the matter. He did say for the man to tell him if he wasn't doing something he liked, so for the moment Aventurine abandons his nipple to refocus on licking and sucking over his skin, hands smoothing down Veritas' sides to dip underneath the band of his shorts in an open tease. )

Work with me, Veritas. Let me know what feels good.

( He likes the feeling of hands in his hair, and leans into it in order to encourage Ratio. )

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[ Thankfully, nothing about Ratio's bearing indicates he's uncomfortable; he's only overwhelmed, judging by the deep, trembling breaths bordering on pants. The break from the onslaught of sensation is welcome, but—but it was pleasant. What Aventurine had been doing previously.

Unconsciously, he tugs at Aventurine's hair. It's a gentle tug, to pull his head closer towards his chest and encourage him to resume what he was doing previously. He nods in response to his lover's words, but doesn't say anything, shifting his hips into Aventurine's touch and staring with an expression that can only be interpreted as a quiet plea for more. ]

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