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Dr. Veritas Ratio ([personal profile] curingidiocy) wrote in [community profile] synflux2024-05-10 08:18 pm

[CLOSED] The Golden Ratio

WHO: Dr. Ratio + Aventurine
WHAT: Permanent catch all for Ratio and Aventurine's shenanigans
WHERE: Anywhere and everywhere
WHEN: Various
WARNINGS: Patch 2.2 spoilers abound. Suicidal ideation. Now with NSFW. Other content warnings will be listed in starters
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[personal profile] stonehearts 2024-05-11 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
( Aventurine would like to say he's forgotten in the madness that was arriving here, on the crumbling remains of a dying planet, of getting to learn enough about it that he can find his footing and start to build a plan forward. If they're stuck here -- and it certainly does seem that way, at least for the time being -- then he's going to make it work for him; he's already read through what he can access on the network, already earned himself enough of the currency here to get access to the things he needs. It keeps him busy.

Not busy enough to ignore the date.

He spends the day as recklessly as he always does; there's no thought of what Ratio might do if he doesn't show up in the evening, because Aventurine always does that, too. Blame the luck gifted to him on this day, years ago.

With the setting sun, Aventurine finds a decent bottle of the strongest stuff he can afford and sets off. It's nothing like he used to get back home, but it's better than what he could get on the meager allowance afforded him by LILITH.

The first drops fall on his head as he approaches the assigned quarters for the team Ratio's been assigned to, and Aventurine can't help but grimace. Rain. Just his luck.

Like always the thought leaves a bitter taste in his mouth.

Finding the good doctor's quarters with ease, Aventurine raps his knuckles on the door in silence -- there's no one else who it could be, on this day, at this hour.
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[personal profile] stonehearts 2024-05-23 05:33 am (UTC)(link)
( Like anyone born in the desert, Aventurine knows that nights can get surprisingly cold compared to the oppressive heat of the day. It keeps him close enough to camp instead of wandering out further into the desert just to get away from anything that reminds him too much of home -- but luckily the sky above lacks the astral phenomenon that made life there so damned difficult for every unlucky bastard who ever was born on his home planet.

His musings are met with a welcome interruption, and Aventurine grins up at the other man.
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Doctor. ( He says nothing for a brief moment before, in a sign of trust -- or perhaps how grateful Aventurine has been for the comfort Ratio has offered him over the past few days -- he continues once the doctor has settled down in the ground next to him. ) It was never this dark unless it rained. There was always something happening in the sky -- I didn't realize night could be so black until I was in my teens.

( Ratio is a smart man who knows enough about the history of Sigonia-IV and its position in the universe to understand what Aventurine is talking about. And what happened to so drastically change his understanding of what a night sky should look like. )

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[personal profile] stonehearts 2024-06-11 06:18 am (UTC)(link)
( Aventurine had woken earlier from a nightmare, a sharp intake of breath as his body jerked awake before the warm weight of Ratio close by had sent the images scurrying into the recesses of his mind. Unwilling to wake the doctor from his sleep, Aventurine had resettled and allowed himself to watch Ratio as he lulled himself back into something approximating rest.

It would take a bit, it always does, and he can feel himself nearing sleep when he notices something off. The usually composed doctor isn't anymore, covered in sweat that Aventurine associates with his nights, not Ratio's. Frowning, he debates waking him -- a conundrum lasts until he notices that the other man is, brow furrowed and heart pounding against his chest.

Aventurine has never been the best at offering comfort, but he can try, right? For this man.
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Doc? ( He hazards, and then reaches out to cup one of Ratio's cheeks. ) Veritas? Are you with me?

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[personal profile] stonehearts 2024-06-20 06:08 am (UTC)(link)
( It's just his luck that the memories they're asked to dwell on is one he's recently found himself with a surplus of; especially considering if they'd asked him a month ago he'd have nothing to offer of substance. But now he has more than a handful to focus on, like waking up every morning in Ratio's arms, glad that his nightmares haven't made the good doctor completely give up on attempting to get a good night's sleep.

He's not paying attention to when the fondness bubbling up starts, only when he can feel himself start to crack from the practiced easy smile and grin he wears around everyone. Aeons, he's really sick of not having a choice in how he's being yanked around by this place, but the annoyance is quickly swept away by the giddiness.

It's not the only thing that's swept away, and Aventurine turns just in time to see Ratio retreat out of the room. Well, that's no surprise -- the man is about as comfortable exposing his emotions as Aventurine is when it comes down to it, though the masks they wear are quite different.

(And again, he wonders where Ratio's is -- surely the man would wear it for this?)

But Aventurine doesn't let his doctor go alone, ducking out himself without caring much about who might notice -- and once it's clear that it's just the two of them in the hallway, allows himself to reach for Ratio.
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There you are, Doc. ( He teases, pressing himself close to the other man with the heavy joy that seeps through his limbs and chest. Aventurine knows he has no dignity to speak of, something that Ratio has mentioned on more than one occasion, so he has no issue letting a heartfelt grin spread across his face now that it's just them. ) Is my doctor afraid that someone might see him smile?

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DATE. post-okinawa

[personal profile] stonehearts 2024-07-03 11:30 pm (UTC)(link)
( It is hot. Still! Sure, the trip to Okinawa was nice and all, but coming back to a hot city from a beach? Eugh, he'd have loved to have stayed there until it was all over. But he hasn't forgotten his plan to-- he'd say wine and dine his good doctor, but normally that implies a secondary agenda. And sometimes he'd had that with Ratio, fair enough, but not this time.

Aventurine has picked the most expensive restaurant on the list he'd been given -- the sushi restaurant with the underwater atmosphere, not only because it'd been the one with the highest cost, but because it made him think of the types of restaurants you could find back in their own world, in their own universe. Novel, a bit showy, but an experience. After dinner, a walk through a botanical gardens with flowers that bloom at night and some that are said to glow -- he'd debated on a more private bathing experience, but considering all of his options were hot, that would have to be something to do later.

Which is how he ends up, arm in arm with Ratio, leading him to the restaurant. He's said no details about it, only that he's pleased to be able to treat the man as he's used to doing.
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I had hoped the weather would be better, but I'm sure my suffering in this heat has a point since it hasn't bothered to leave in time for our first date.

( He grins, then, a sharp flash as he looks up at Ratio from behind his sunglasses. )

Perhaps the opportunity to see you in as little clothes as possible, outside of the beach--
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THE FUCKENING. post-date. nsfw.

[personal profile] stonehearts 2024-07-05 06:51 am (UTC)(link)
( The heat had only dampened Aventurine's plans in the sense where both he and Ratio were sticky with their own sweat by the time they get back to LILITH and Ratio's room. Not the most comfortable way to end the evening (not that Aventurine is planning on ending it) nor the most attractive look for the both of them, but Aventurine feels... good. Relaxed. With enough time between Vegas and now to shove the anxieties and worries that the place had pulled up back into the dark where they belong.

Which means he wants, desperately and achingly, for more than just kisses and heavy petting. He wants to feel Ratio's skin against his, to tangle his fingers in the other man's hair and never let go. Which is why, when they get to the door, Aventurine wraps his arms around Veritas' neck, dragging him in without preamble and kissing him until he can't anymore, if the doctor allows.
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I don't think I'm ready for this evening to be over yet.

( He says, attempting coyness but only halfheartedly. After all, he has Ratio right where he wants him already -- in his arms. )

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[personal profile] stonehearts 2024-08-28 11:13 pm (UTC)(link)
( Aventurine doesn't think anything of Ratio's absence since Seoul fell. He understood that even before the choice was made he felt strongly about the consequences, and the fact that it had gone so poorly for everyone involved was enough to indicate that Ratio would need even longer this time. So he doesn't bother himself with trying to track the other man down -- he'd see him at night, considering their cohabitation.

Except he doesn't come.

Aventurine spends more time than he'd like to admit to tossing and turning, switching from staring out at an ocean lit by a moon and the door, waiting for Ratio to get back. Sleep creeps up on him unexpectedly, and doesn't last long before Aventurine is waking up in a cold sweat, choking back a scream. He turns to the side, reaching for Ratio --- only to find no one there.

Oh.

Aventurine pulls himself together enough to busy himself with late night entertainment in Neo-Tokyo; gambling, charming the waitresses and hosts of the bars that are still open. It's enough to keep him up until the sun rises, and when Aventurine returns to LILITH for breakfast he keeps an eye peeled for the other man. And doesn't find him.

Right. He's probably off doing something, Aventurine reasons. He'll come back. And when night comes again and he hasn't seen hide nor hair of the good doctor, it's getting harder to reassure himself.

And even harder when he jerks awake again, though this time he doesn't have to look or reach for Ratio to know he's not there. He's alone again. And it shouldn't be so hard to go back to being alone -- Aventurine is used to it, it's what he's always been, hasn't it? Just because there was a brief moment where Ratio would be there for him doesn't mean he should have come to rely on him.

Aventurine is made of sterner stuff than that. A chiseled stone, made out of the force of his will alone.

But the voices come creeping in anyway, reminding him that he's failed. Ratio has left him to suffer the nightmares alone because Aventurine was never good enough for him, and he realized it. Got out while the getting was good, and Aventurine can't even blame him for it. Why would he? Aventurine would do the same if he were in Ratio's position. Should he see Ratio he'll... well. He doesn't know what he'll do, just as he had no plan, no thought of what he'd do if he saw Ratio again after his 'death'. Take it as it comes has always worked out for him so far, and perhaps the edge of it, the tightness in his chest and the lack of breath will give him that thrill he wants.

Until then, though, Aventurine is not going to take another night lying down. He's just finishing the touches on his usual flashy gambler's outfit when the door opens, tugging at the collar in preparation to go and chase that high he needs, the pain and the threat of loss--

Oh.

Aventurine's eyes go wide for a quick second, darting over Ratio's face before the mask that is Aventurine comes slamming down and he offers the other man a smile, his face aching with the effort the false smile takes. He really has become complacent, hasn't he?
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Ah, there you are, Doctor. Don't worry, I'll be out of your hair for the evening soon enough.

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rolls in here

[personal profile] stonehearts 2024-10-25 05:38 am (UTC)(link)
( Aventurine is used to wining and dining people, or letting himself be charmed by those who wanted something from him. Ratio is-- well, Aventurine has done both those things with Ratio, but they were never the same sort of thing after their first meeting. No, Ratio couldn't be bought by pretty words and expensive things. It had endeared him to the other man in time, even if it was frustrating at the beginning. But now they do it simply because they can, because the presence of the other brings them joy.

And, in his heart of hearts, Aventurine enjoys being gifted things just because Ratio thinks he might like them, or put thought behind them into what Aventurine might truly like. It makes him feel... a little more real. A little more like a person, who has desires and wants and things that matter to him instead of just things that showcase his wealth and power. The flowers -- he could tell thought and effort were put into picking which ones, and didn't want to let it wilt before he could truly enjoy it. The restaurants, even the walk on the beach-- it really is nice to have this with Ratio.

Everything he didn't think he could have. Didn't think Ratio would want.

His hand squeezes Ratio's at the question, leaning in to bump his head against the other man's shoulder.
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I think it's the best date I've been on yet, Doc.

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( He should have done this ages ago: transform to carry off Ratio from whatever situation they've gotten themselves into. Once he's out of range from Godzilla and his fear for Ratio's safety dims into the background -- Aventurine shifts his focus from getting Ratio out of there to Ratio in general. That lizard will have to be dealt with eventually, but for now: Ratio's wellbeing is his priority.

Once they're closer to Ratio's room, he lifts the doctor up enough to press his face against the side of Ratio's, the smooth mask cold to the touch, and even a whispered voice still having some amount of unnatural reverberation.
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I'm listening now, Doc. And all I can see is a man who needs to rest.
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[personal profile] stonehearts 2024-12-31 09:13 pm (UTC)(link)
( Aventurine is used to the end of the year being busy. Finishing up reports, fiscal statements, last minute trades and investments, the like. And of course: the purchasing of the required gifts to colleagues and people he wants to keep close enough to use. Money solve so many problems, after all, and Aventurine is so good at using it. Here very little has changed, save for the gifts he'd purchased for Ratio; he's happy enough with his choices save for the fact that he has no idea how to begin cooking, but that's a problem for later. In a few hours when he'd attempt to cook.

For now he's just waiting for Ratio outside of his lab/his former room, pushing himself off the wall when he sees Ratio leave. The fact that his entire face brightens when he does so is... not important, and also not something Aventurine is particularly aware of at the moment.
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There he is! The dear doctor himself.

( Aventurine says, leaning in and raising himself onto his toes to press a kiss at the corner of Ratio's mouth in greeting. )

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[personal profile] stonehearts 2025-08-07 03:02 am (UTC)(link)
( Aventurine's actually doing work, or something akin to it -- he's working with Muramasa and Silco on a project he's expecting to pay off in a big way. Eventually. Once the work is done. But it gives him something to do, and to stop bothering Ratio in his lab whenever he's bored. Well, most times. He still does like to see if he can get away with wearing a sexy science outfit every so often.

But the text comes when Aventurine is out, not expecting Ratio back so soon. It brings a smile to his face -- he makes his goodbyes and excuses, texting his dear doctor as he makes his way back back to base.
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On my way back now. What's the special occasion, Doc?

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let's FUCKING GOOO

[personal profile] stonehearts 2025-08-03 08:49 pm (UTC)(link)
( Thanks to the ring given to him by Ratio, and Aventurine's increased (fair, in his estimation!) paranoia, he notices when Ratio suddenly returns back to base -- that's not usual for the good Doctor when there's plenty of things out there to poke at. So, curious, Aventurine slowly ambles back to the base, hands shoved into his pockets and scrolling through the network to see what might have sent Ratio packing.

Oh. Oh.

Aventurine's eyes widen, and then a smile spreads across his face. So that's what's got bees in the man's bonnet, huh. And if he's gone into hiding in the base, well.

Aventurine might just be able to help with that.

Which is why, when he palms open the door to their room, he decides on leaning against the wall -- looking rakishly good looking, if he does say so himself. Handsome, capable of ravishing and being ravished, depending on what Ratio is feeling.
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Hello there, Doctor.

( He offers, in what can only be described as a purr. )